Jealous

HOWDY!haha . i have read some of other ppl blogs and im quite jealous about saying in their blog they want to finish the race with this particular ppl. how good they have been to them.blahblah

i just miss my exbuddy. seriously . i got mad of you ,you know and i feel like turning myself as an arch enemy myself to you . give you problems all those shit.block you in every contact since you drain me away from contacting you.u know what just take your time in your studies for your o levels and your ministry or watsoever. but i really pray that after that we can come back again and stay in contact.since we have our own ten commandments.we should not break it.im jealous of how you still can contact with other ppl that really makes you be close with them.i think im selfish blah . but what is one thing that u cant balance a time for me? haha is it bcause i always give you problem? damn true isnt?!then wat thing?
you really hurted me so much and i think i did stepped on your tail too?and cus of that my performance did really badly in my other friends my emotions are so moody.and i dun even think you can read this lor.blah like you heck care? wat ever i just want to blog it cos i want to tell the whole world of what kind of FUGGING BUDDY i am-.-


now , i dont really have a buddysister in Christ that can talk and rely on. so im living my life with outside friends which is really quite ok.but doing things toghter that aint right.

slowly, trying my best to get back on track with God.backslider always have a difficulty of sliding back,but in the end after you did you will feel more stronger than before.yea yea

NOW.is prelims and today didnt go for maths exams cos its pointless why should i go if i have nothing to answer? actually i woke up late and thought that even still got time its still worthless.
haha! nothing much tmr is ess and yea i really hope xiang yu can come :(

hmm thats the end of mee blogging. my new skin is damn nice today haha!lurbp it lotss~~

bye world .