gone wrong

damn i should nt have told u. but nvm its ok its not ur fault its me who is careless telling u.
well yupp u know it . i also dun have words to tell u of wat u had just replied me.
but wat i will do now is to do my best to FIGHT FOR WAT I LOVE.
time doesnt matter.

blablabla~
so lost of wats next to do-.-

disapointed

today i woked up around 650 means im late so i just puposley cook food for myself haha so i can be more longer :) then i chat wif my good friends minyi miss u lots :)
erm then wat ar. oh yea i came around 920 am no need run hahah! nice excuse joy, then all my chinese fwends not in skul and its so freaking god damn boring.-.- then recess evrybody no cigg two ppl oni left satubatang haha! then just smoke lor no choice . but thank anyway then saw miss tan in the class and i still dunno what she want to talk to me about my heart beats very fast when i rem it . hmm so go assembly hot hot hot. nothing much go seven eleven then slack there for a while bought new pack .. walan neh i t think it will be finished before camp lor. nvm andyways i found a good but quite tiring job but its ok just to earn money for malaysia woots:D

hmm.. then me wani and the guy dunno wat name took bus 8 then we two go tamp one and now im at home cos she need meet her fwend and later meeting them at northd park nothing much.

im so dissapointed when u said promise to meet me afternoon. wah lou . i chop time first them still want to go out with other fwends haizz nvm next time lor.

byeeeeeeeee

Laughing at myself

its been so long since i blog again im so stubborn hahaha

anyways
today woke up late alrd (6.20am) and i bath for 10 min can u believe that i was rushing until i nearly forget about all those f n n ten year series.

hmmms ,,

then i reached shool but im feeling tired and dizy damn -.-
so yea skul started then we still need to assemble to the hall for some stupid june holiday meet ups dunno wat thing. fuck u man i better stay back 4 f n n than any other subjects
so yea after that was chem i never listen to the teacher but me and justina try to make  a time plan and saving time plan for this coming JUNE 12 we are going to MALAYSIA this will be my FIRST TIME in my life going there im so excited . me justina zhi ling and eileen woots thats totally cool 0.0

ok so where was i oh yea hmm after my chem is phy so we two idoits go smoke for a while jsut a half stick so i can revive my self just now morning also never smoke-.- then came back to class and i slept for a while

it was recess i was really planning not to eat bbut in the end im so hungry till i used my money to buy a sandwhich hahaha. as per normal smoke i LIL bit then go up for my f n n whoo but some thing jsut spoiled my mood of doing my coursework/....

FUCKING FIRE DRILL ! nb cb u fire drill i want to dig u to the centre of the earth and do ur activities there knn!
when the ring bells i was shouting like FIIIIAAARRRREE!!! RED ALERT!! AAA HAHAH! and yup as per normal it was farine lol. i was so high that until my teacher hold my ear and walk me to the shcool field that was really funny .
its was AMAZINGLY HOOOTT!!! my shoe s are like melting to the max. i just stand up there waititng to be called up and go gogo
so yea we are back to the lab me and ms.Leow stay outside for a while so we wont get sick lol!
so yup after f n n mother tognue they played some chinese game and i some how participated yeayea THATS ME ALRITE JOY THE CHINESE LEARNER :P

so after skul waited to be lined up for english oral exams and guess wat i was supposed to be the first but i become the 8th whoohoo! im so thank ful about tat :)
ok after everthing wen t with justina and bla bal who ever the caller is or the one who complain fuck ur mom biatch!
ur so lame
hahah , then yea there this MACHAM MAN THAT ACT GOT LANCHAO and still wanna chop in to a GIRLS TALK. SERIOUSLY ARE U A GAY?!

oh yea until now haven resolve just waiting for them to meet us . cant wait for fri,..
BUT IM WARNING U IF U EVER TOUCH MY BUDDY OR MY DAUGHTER IM GONNA KICK UR FAKE LANCHAO UNTIL U R FAKE SPERMS COME OUT AND U CANT GIVE SPERM TO UR SHORT LOVVY PIE-.-

oh well that all for today .
oh yea hey daughter get well soon ok:)
anything just contact me even though i dun have prepaid ill do my best to reply u back thheehee love eeuuuuuu

thats all byeeeeee.

missing u so much but also getting more and more jealous about ur boyf

f n n

today f n n hahaha! well i was late but i didnt care at all. haha but at lesas im on time for my mid year. if i rate the difficuly it will be 4/ 10 hahah . im so proud to be f n n student :) thanks MS LEOW for teaching me:)
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hmm after school i end at 937 am we go bk as per normal too bad wani aint there so need to wait for them then we go 400 plus around 11 beacuse we need to settle things i dunno why ppl must find tai ji then in the end suay nothing ahppen say sorry its like so boring -.- some more troublesome to other friends that kena screening by the police lamer sia. haiz i got late for lg today because of this stupid shit nah.. 

went to life group trying my best to smile and be enthu .
then i thnk its was so  long and too much games i until i feel like sleeping damn it.
hiaya after lg play games then eat down at subway.

then went home with carin really have a great time with her she is so fun to be with :)

hmmmmmm really thanks for talking to me today



well tahts all no school tmr so i meeting carin befor she go school
taht alll byeeeeeeee
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sorry

haha its been long time inever blog. anyways now is mid yea so yea i really think i did my best to study social study i was inspired by  MS . TAN CHEW NGEE. LOL
she the best man haahha

after exams slack with wani they all i really do misssed justina :( so long never see her really hope she is ok
but anyways..... i just want to tell YOU! that im a good sensser and i can easly know if your lying or not its been how many time you lie to me. you told me your going somewhere but the end you are just going with the same ppl because you dowan me to folloe? hello you can tell me straight forward why make this situation get worst. haiz but never mind ill still treat you as friend keep all your secrets etc. i really hope you can change.


for another person.....
hey i know your busy in your o or what ever and i think its better for me to stay away from you or else we both get hurt and wtv. -.-  i dunno le but i know its both fault? or what grr aaaaa wtv la.
i  just want to tell you that i am really deeply hurt .
i cant beleive that you would trade a food for me? haha yea maybe your hungry just like isaac and jacob -._
in my heart it still hurts and it takes time to heal , but it believe it will leave a big scar on it.

good luck to your future buddy next time ireally hope you can take care and have fun with him or her. i realy hope you can take time to spend time with her or him yea
take care and always dun forget to shit lol!
let God decides if we can be buddy again i dunno.