mug.finish.free

ok currently im mugging for this past two weeks.need to really pass my n. haha .
i want to go ite take culinary . but i need eng a-d and two pass subjects :D
ok not so much about it


after n levels i am going to work earn money and learn DRUMS!!!!!!

WHOOOO!
ok i am so excited about it.
haha after that im going to phil to go vaccation and buy alots alots of thingys!
ok thats all haha.
i should not get too excited bye!

this is a cool stick with Jesus drums sticks

cool nylon man! :D

some info about drumstick.

wood:
Oak or Hickory on the other hand are a
bit more sturdy and widely accepted as reliable and able to hold up to long term, rigorous drumming.
Selecting your Drumsticks may be more involved than you think. First off, what type of band will you
be playing in primarily? This will help you select the correct size. If it's a heavy metal band or a marching
band, you'll need thicker drumsticks to withstand the heavy abuse they will take. Drumsticks come in all different sizes. Larger drumsticks sizes are normally a 5B or 2B size (2B is larger) and will usually last much longer than thinner sticks. If you play in a jazz band or light volumed pop band, you will want to go with a smaller stick size. Either a 7A (very thin) or a 5A (standard) will suffice. Of course, if you play many styles, you may find that a 5B is the most suited for you because a 5B drumstick is versatile. Of course there are also custom drumstick sizes that vary due to the artist's individual custom specifications (found under "signature drumsticks").

love bow

                                               reach out.

this is my lates blog for now haha my b.levels are coming up i dont even play games anymore huhu.ok that sucks
lol ..
hmm nothing much happened gone to dennis wedding and gwen.
and leanred alot of things about this blue bow i bought /
it was my first ever bow in my whole life.and i fell in love with it but in two days i lost it.
sooner or later God reminded me to let go and let God.this really strike me. why cant i let go of many things that i dont need and its bad for me? haha . yea i should .even though otherppl might laugh at me but from now on ill change my heart mindset that im always complete with God.

hey joey...
if your reading this it will be cool. haha
ok . i am sorry if i keep pushing you to chnage and take the quest.but just to let you know that i am so hurt why cant you lsiten???????
camp is a good time for breakthruogh yes ,, but it doesnt mean all along this year except camp you cant breaktrhough right? haha yea . but its still your decision. oh yea you know your self very well but not everything you know about yourself because there are times that you dont see that this is you .so only God do.
so i jsut want to encourage you that the time for a change is now.lets do it together man! lets build this friendship with God in the middle.and spread the word of God. ppl may laugh but we are safe in Gods hand.lets jia you!



Now im going off to spot to study.. i need to get ready for my n levels even though its quite late to study ill do my best of my very best.rhis is for the kingdom of God!


thats all signing off bye~

66304705683 (t9)

n level

well actually i try not to go for any ministry either im lazy or i need to meet my friends.
ok blah

this is really going to no wer,im lost hahahaha
bye!

I hate Mondays

actually im now at home rotting bcause its too late to go school lol!
ok
i just hate Mondays because mostly ppl dont go school one hahahaha!
later i will be meeting J to study at spot and play drums omg cant wait for it!
i hope God can help us to nourish otu friendship back again :)
thanks God and thanks to meiling she is the reason we are in peace again ,
same old days BUT BETTER!
yea
signing off bye

nothing is up

im tired once again-.-
its every time not always
n level is coming up ,, and i really dunno if i should be really starting to get back with God or study first.
it can be both but i cant .
do really God can help me in studies if i come back with him bcause i cant even memorize things no matter how .. i always forget it seriously i suck.

so now i decided to quit smoking and start a new life..
this doesnt matter who will know its about my self.

blah thats end

bye~
ill fast from smoking and eating meat ..... Help me Oh God

HELLO(:

WANI hereeeeeeeeeeee! Hahaaaaaa! surprisedddddddd!:DDDDDD

Im here to post something for my dear friend J.O.Y! yeayeayea.

So actually i dun really have something to say, but, thanks for accompany me go Bubbletea Shop just now!

hahahha! Okay, i know im LAME. Bye! Have a nice day! :D

BORING DAY!

ok today i should be sending my friend go skul but i overslept and taht sucks hahaha!
then now dunno wat to do later gg to justina house to fetch zl from her skul :)

heeeeee nothing much bye!

NO school!

                                   ok STEP UP 3  is here! who want to watch it with me ? :DD haha!



wee today sleep like mad from 12 am till 12 pm cool cool.
hmm then today my tenants rabbit gave birth of seven  litlle cute rabbits haha!but one of them died:(

oh well so i wanted to have one and im trying to guess which one is better but all of them are cute. but one won my heart a very active and caring rabbit cool rite!!

ok i dunno if i can take care of it but for what i know i want it :)

hmm ok thats all im going spot later to play and study :) hahahaha!

chuting misadventures




LOVE :
joy ah chok














the rabbit that won my heart look like this :D

insecure.lost.stupid

i lost my phone and thats so stupid lalalaalal. now its veh hard to find new one. grrrr.
hmm yupp. today i was late for skul and i came for my pre lims at 830 am and i only had a 1h30min to finish my f n n ... so i tried my best and i think its easy yao! after that slack a while in school and found karmin so i went home with her to change and we both are so wet. but i didnt regrett cos its fun hahaha! i think i need to understand why she dont like ppl touch her hair and always scold me in everything i do hahahah!


today was lifegroup. and it was great.we played band hero at germ hse first then set off to the central park :D

we played captains ball etc.. then i get forefeit which is to write our names in our but. oh well so i did some more my name is damn lone. hahaha while im doing it with jasm she say must continue but i veh ps. then i suddely doubt about her action some thing is fishy,.... and that is they are celebrating my spiritual birthday!!!!

HAPPY SPIRITUAL BIRTHDAY TO ME :D

my heart aint prepared but im really thankful that they celebrated it . or esle ive toatally forgotten that they had forgotten that is my spiritual bdae (get it?:))
hmm yupp . after everything me and jia min went off to spot and saw atwell and its cool that we have known each other quite well and open up a lil bit. yea yea.its damn cool.and today justine tell me that she will hepl me plan for my n level to revise isnt that cool ? :)


ok so i was sent home by justine baby car. thanks yao!
then go home change bath etc. and sms her.
i think im too insecure and i always think too much and thats is one of my weakness but i dunt  mind bcos there is always room from improvement.
actually the girl im talking about to you is you yourself. i know ive known you not that long but there is jsut a spark there,,,, ill try my best to get to know you more and be with you more.:D
sorry for doubting that you are lying i think too much la dats why :(

erm thats all for today see ya all soon folk s:D


love
joy ah chok

Jealous

HOWDY!haha . i have read some of other ppl blogs and im quite jealous about saying in their blog they want to finish the race with this particular ppl. how good they have been to them.blahblah

i just miss my exbuddy. seriously . i got mad of you ,you know and i feel like turning myself as an arch enemy myself to you . give you problems all those shit.block you in every contact since you drain me away from contacting you.u know what just take your time in your studies for your o levels and your ministry or watsoever. but i really pray that after that we can come back again and stay in contact.since we have our own ten commandments.we should not break it.im jealous of how you still can contact with other ppl that really makes you be close with them.i think im selfish blah . but what is one thing that u cant balance a time for me? haha is it bcause i always give you problem? damn true isnt?!then wat thing?
you really hurted me so much and i think i did stepped on your tail too?and cus of that my performance did really badly in my other friends my emotions are so moody.and i dun even think you can read this lor.blah like you heck care? wat ever i just want to blog it cos i want to tell the whole world of what kind of FUGGING BUDDY i am-.-


now , i dont really have a buddysister in Christ that can talk and rely on. so im living my life with outside friends which is really quite ok.but doing things toghter that aint right.

slowly, trying my best to get back on track with God.backslider always have a difficulty of sliding back,but in the end after you did you will feel more stronger than before.yea yea

NOW.is prelims and today didnt go for maths exams cos its pointless why should i go if i have nothing to answer? actually i woke up late and thought that even still got time its still worthless.
haha! nothing much tmr is ess and yea i really hope xiang yu can come :(

hmm thats the end of mee blogging. my new skin is damn nice today haha!lurbp it lotss~~

bye world .

unclaimed

its been so long that i updated my blog...

oh well.
past ... i saw my ex while im in a trip for some stupid ite tour. etc blablabla.was really happey until  i saw u girl. i dint know that i will meet you again. i let go of you alr. but in exchanged i wont woo and other girl at all. and yup i didnt until i saw you again and feel like taking you back.all of the sudden all my peaceful mind turn into a dreadful pain.

yesterday(not really yesterday)
after everything i tought im not gonna find any one anymore.until i saw you.but ur important so i think the best way is to be just friends.since you love other ppl . i think i jsut came a little too late. haha but nvm . ill wait for the rite time.

today.
everybodie dun have cigg sia haha that the funny thing they think they are gonna die without smoking for one day-.- but its ok.so yupp nothing much in skul skipped maths with justina and ill misse ms tan she only left with one month for skul. and the sad part is last time she told me she want to talk in private and now i asked her what she want to talk about she told me im not gonna talk to you but in other wahys la. so WATEVER lor. my fluffy eyes is cos of you. a teacher and student relationship is rare in this generation haha.











!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
now a days God is really hitting me very ahrd and slowly. he keep talling me not to do it.and come back.
stubborness of mine is the problem.
even how much i want to help and go back church devil is really trying to pull me back down
i hate that when happen.

nothing much to say. so i think i sahll study in my pre lims and n lvls.
bye
~peace out

i heart east

it started by sitting down in the staduim talking while the rain is raging hahaha!

yes it was raining oh man how? so we played pac man and ghost . then we playes this chinese game tht must find a food the name the last word and they gave us the word soya bean(in chinese) then yes lets start. im at group five. hahaha its funny cos we gone to walk in prime and the rest are in tamp mall etc whahahaksz!
then yea i dunno wat chinese they are talking but its alrite i talk to some ppl and got to know them. i knew a new friend of mine ZI YING! haha  she is fun to be with and funny oh and cute hehe.
then after we bought they say they cant find anything so we say we want do forfiet. and we did. haha. i feel bad cos i cant help that much in chinese but only in helping them guide the way haha.

ok so yea the end we lose but its ok. we reached in tamp stadium ate chicken rice etc. and got to know my group ppl. then yea we settle down play some games and wait for the real games.

and yea the games was so wet and muddy i love it :) hehe and my bro alfon was super fun hahaha! ok then me and chu ting go in first cos my legs are really in pain . then yea we wash up first etc and wait for the ppl to come back. thank God for u chu ting :)

hmm yea then we went off to the coffee shop and we ate alot man. i tell  wats the food . a whole chicken , soup , vegetables dunno wat , fried prawns with crumbs , sweet and sour fish and pork . wow and it was share by  8 ppl . and we paid  6 dollars only wow amazing how God is working hahaha :)

hmm then we set off to a block and wrote our say . the break through we want to accomplish and we walked over to a field near springfield and float thepapaer ballon shaped with a hard fuel fire in the middly jsut like in taiwan they float their wishes,. ahhahaha



it was so memorable whoo. then yea took pictures etc.
then me grace and li xuan set off to take bsus home . (69) then i was with the dh s group also so they want to pee i also want then grace went off to her sister hse then li xuan took bus 3. and the dhs and me went to go toilet hahahaha. im the last one who go out ps. shucks ahaha. ok then they all went off and zhi ying live near me haha cool man!
hmm yea then we took bus 39 and pei her go home .
then i went home bath till i fell clean hahaha! then sms ppl and sleep.

erm yea i am really thank ful to God how He blessed our day .
i know new friends and got to know them and it was amazing and fun!
i love EAST forever .

well thats all
bye~

i heart east

today gonna be a great day and fun day in my life we will be having east day filled with games food and laughter hahaha :) oh well GOD bless us all.

yesterday service

yesterday service was truth telling :) yea we do need to hear and say the truth but in a good way taht makes the person builds up not pull down. we need to say the truth with love.
yea~~

after sevice we went to plaza sing i ate chicken dunno wat(indo food)
then the follow upers and the rest gone to fort canning park i think? the rest of us gone to istana park to play some cards. for a while then we gone hom. but i meet wani ila hakin and kuan boon under his blk. then yea i tried to pierce my tounge but then senget damn :( hahah nxt time la.

hmm then go pei wani to macpherson(her hse) then gone to senkang (her grandma hse) then i tried to rush for my 109 to go home. the end no more bus shucks then i tried many taxi driver if they can send me to pasir ris then the end i called justina to ask her how (using a stranger phone ) then yea she said just tell the unlce u only got 5 dollars to go pr. then yea thank God got on e uncle very kind so yep came home safely :) then chat wif joseph and calista till 1 am plus


today morning . woke up 12 noon. then lazy do anything and watched tv contacte yy wher is she cos i meeting her today then i cleaned my hse toilet then bath then gone to yaRnyu hse :)
talk all those then i go pei her to meet uls for dinner wif dennis then i left whoo!
tried to contact ppl to slack but the end none hahaha! so went home and now using com

thats all tmr  f n n I REALLY NEED TO RUSH COS I LOST MY THUMB DRIVE

wat i leart today is LETS PUT ALL OUR INSECURITIES TO GOD. AMEN!

thats all folks bye ~

chhose wat?`

I DUNNO WAT THE HELL I SHOULD CHOOSE LE.
my freaking father never give me money then
i need go lg then still need to pay money for the room etc -.- then youth thinng dunno wat i realyl want to go but my friends ask me to work today =.=
wah f up stress sia
eh can u jsut like spare time for me just to work wif me at least earlier?
cos i feel ur putting too much time for ur bf le. ur a human im ur friend . -.-
cos its inconvinient for me to work later cos i got meeeting la . but nvm i decided to go lg -.- wtv wtv wt vwt vwt vwtvwtv
GOD HELP ME  to stand still stand for wats is rite

today first day of work

today i woke up at 6 am :)
then i go bath then eat then i go justina hse reached at 750 haha early rite :)
then we waited for her cousinwhich she reached 940 -,- it was suppose to be 9 haha but nvm :) so we gone to ubi to work the pay was five feefty per hour ^^  so it was suppose to be 9 - 7 then over time until 10 wow ok it s just wrapping wine bottles  and its not that tiring than f n b ghaha!
so yea after work we go down at justina house and i decided to overnite :) then we played monopoly deal and the game rules is so different to wat i play but nbm ... then now im at her hse going to sleep soon hehe

nothing else

thats all byee
love u GOd!

gone wrong

damn i should nt have told u. but nvm its ok its not ur fault its me who is careless telling u.
well yupp u know it . i also dun have words to tell u of wat u had just replied me.
but wat i will do now is to do my best to FIGHT FOR WAT I LOVE.
time doesnt matter.

blablabla~
so lost of wats next to do-.-

disapointed

today i woked up around 650 means im late so i just puposley cook food for myself haha so i can be more longer :) then i chat wif my good friends minyi miss u lots :)
erm then wat ar. oh yea i came around 920 am no need run hahah! nice excuse joy, then all my chinese fwends not in skul and its so freaking god damn boring.-.- then recess evrybody no cigg two ppl oni left satubatang haha! then just smoke lor no choice . but thank anyway then saw miss tan in the class and i still dunno what she want to talk to me about my heart beats very fast when i rem it . hmm so go assembly hot hot hot. nothing much go seven eleven then slack there for a while bought new pack .. walan neh i t think it will be finished before camp lor. nvm andyways i found a good but quite tiring job but its ok just to earn money for malaysia woots:D

hmm.. then me wani and the guy dunno wat name took bus 8 then we two go tamp one and now im at home cos she need meet her fwend and later meeting them at northd park nothing much.

im so dissapointed when u said promise to meet me afternoon. wah lou . i chop time first them still want to go out with other fwends haizz nvm next time lor.

byeeeeeeeee

Laughing at myself

its been so long since i blog again im so stubborn hahaha

anyways
today woke up late alrd (6.20am) and i bath for 10 min can u believe that i was rushing until i nearly forget about all those f n n ten year series.

hmmms ,,

then i reached shool but im feeling tired and dizy damn -.-
so yea skul started then we still need to assemble to the hall for some stupid june holiday meet ups dunno wat thing. fuck u man i better stay back 4 f n n than any other subjects
so yea after that was chem i never listen to the teacher but me and justina try to make  a time plan and saving time plan for this coming JUNE 12 we are going to MALAYSIA this will be my FIRST TIME in my life going there im so excited . me justina zhi ling and eileen woots thats totally cool 0.0

ok so where was i oh yea hmm after my chem is phy so we two idoits go smoke for a while jsut a half stick so i can revive my self just now morning also never smoke-.- then came back to class and i slept for a while

it was recess i was really planning not to eat bbut in the end im so hungry till i used my money to buy a sandwhich hahaha. as per normal smoke i LIL bit then go up for my f n n whoo but some thing jsut spoiled my mood of doing my coursework/....

FUCKING FIRE DRILL ! nb cb u fire drill i want to dig u to the centre of the earth and do ur activities there knn!
when the ring bells i was shouting like FIIIIAAARRRREE!!! RED ALERT!! AAA HAHAH! and yup as per normal it was farine lol. i was so high that until my teacher hold my ear and walk me to the shcool field that was really funny .
its was AMAZINGLY HOOOTT!!! my shoe s are like melting to the max. i just stand up there waititng to be called up and go gogo
so yea we are back to the lab me and ms.Leow stay outside for a while so we wont get sick lol!
so yup after f n n mother tognue they played some chinese game and i some how participated yeayea THATS ME ALRITE JOY THE CHINESE LEARNER :P

so after skul waited to be lined up for english oral exams and guess wat i was supposed to be the first but i become the 8th whoohoo! im so thank ful about tat :)
ok after everthing wen t with justina and bla bal who ever the caller is or the one who complain fuck ur mom biatch!
ur so lame
hahah , then yea there this MACHAM MAN THAT ACT GOT LANCHAO and still wanna chop in to a GIRLS TALK. SERIOUSLY ARE U A GAY?!

oh yea until now haven resolve just waiting for them to meet us . cant wait for fri,..
BUT IM WARNING U IF U EVER TOUCH MY BUDDY OR MY DAUGHTER IM GONNA KICK UR FAKE LANCHAO UNTIL U R FAKE SPERMS COME OUT AND U CANT GIVE SPERM TO UR SHORT LOVVY PIE-.-

oh well that all for today .
oh yea hey daughter get well soon ok:)
anything just contact me even though i dun have prepaid ill do my best to reply u back thheehee love eeuuuuuu

thats all byeeeeee.

missing u so much but also getting more and more jealous about ur boyf

f n n

today f n n hahaha! well i was late but i didnt care at all. haha but at lesas im on time for my mid year. if i rate the difficuly it will be 4/ 10 hahah . im so proud to be f n n student :) thanks MS LEOW for teaching me:)
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hmm after school i end at 937 am we go bk as per normal too bad wani aint there so need to wait for them then we go 400 plus around 11 beacuse we need to settle things i dunno why ppl must find tai ji then in the end suay nothing ahppen say sorry its like so boring -.- some more troublesome to other friends that kena screening by the police lamer sia. haiz i got late for lg today because of this stupid shit nah.. 

went to life group trying my best to smile and be enthu .
then i thnk its was so  long and too much games i until i feel like sleeping damn it.
hiaya after lg play games then eat down at subway.

then went home with carin really have a great time with her she is so fun to be with :)

hmmmmmm really thanks for talking to me today



well tahts all no school tmr so i meeting carin befor she go school
taht alll byeeeeeeee
~~~~~~~~~~

sorry

haha its been long time inever blog. anyways now is mid yea so yea i really think i did my best to study social study i was inspired by  MS . TAN CHEW NGEE. LOL
she the best man haahha

after exams slack with wani they all i really do misssed justina :( so long never see her really hope she is ok
but anyways..... i just want to tell YOU! that im a good sensser and i can easly know if your lying or not its been how many time you lie to me. you told me your going somewhere but the end you are just going with the same ppl because you dowan me to folloe? hello you can tell me straight forward why make this situation get worst. haiz but never mind ill still treat you as friend keep all your secrets etc. i really hope you can change.


for another person.....
hey i know your busy in your o or what ever and i think its better for me to stay away from you or else we both get hurt and wtv. -.-  i dunno le but i know its both fault? or what grr aaaaa wtv la.
i  just want to tell you that i am really deeply hurt .
i cant beleive that you would trade a food for me? haha yea maybe your hungry just like isaac and jacob -._
in my heart it still hurts and it takes time to heal , but it believe it will leave a big scar on it.

good luck to your future buddy next time ireally hope you can take care and have fun with him or her. i realy hope you can take time to spend time with her or him yea
take care and always dun forget to shit lol!
let God decides if we can be buddy again i dunno.

heart

i dunno whats the condition of my heart rite now....
ive tried to dont do things that ive been doing that realy destroy my life
i dunno..
!1st is lazyness
2nd is not whole heartedly
3rd have faith but no action -.-

i dunno lar..
restructure is the word now ..
ill  miss my leaders i know haha.
but its time to move on :)^^

its hard for me to accept it until now i dont accept it yet.. really i cant ACCEPT what is the TRUTH

blablablablavblabal~!!!!!!!!!!!!


ok later i meeting justina pack her hse haha :) ok well yupp thats all bye ^^


im a lost sheep

im back

long time no see ppl .:)
hmm well lately just not a good day i been suspended by my childish act fought with some fwends and kena beaten p by my freakking father seriously what kind of father is he nah but he is still my father :(

well really thanks for my shepherd for all thsoe help my best buddy in the wordl min yi being my listening ear even though she got common test tmr haha :) and my besfwend justina for being my irritating lame yucky companion to be there thanks alor ppl ^^

well i have nothing to say i just came home from zhi ling hse to slack wif lisa and justina well yupp nothing els to say
ps . i miss u deeply

hello :)

hmmm ....

ill be just blogging some of things that what place i am in my life

not doing well really.

things are just fcuk up.. all those..

im such a looser..

my parents dont really allow me go church or any activity in church:(then i need to go home STRAIGHT lei after skul -.- this is such a lame reason or law le

secondly

my spiritual life is just fcuk up lor.

many ppl have help me to come back and change some just started helping me.. some give up.

really thanks.. i dowan u all to help me anymore la. cos like i ver troublesome. and some more the decision is  depends on me too.

thirdly.. 

my love for u baby, 

i dunno maybe my likes for noW?

i dunno im not that clear of it. if im with u ill wont think of changing at all but continue to be with u.

but if im alone reflecting... ooopss! i did it again. .. i cant dont contact u one. 

ur like a ciggarette that i cant tahan not to open up take a stick and light up. finish must take another again.

your such that too addictive

lastly.. i think i come church for just listening in the word but dont apply?

i come for lg for fellwoship and yupp.

i dunno>?

i tell u what happen today... i woke up rite it was 6: 19am

i chiong bath then took all my things out. then i took the box out my room.. i drunk milk grab some bread then go off.. guess what i forgot the box again! omt

well then i took bus 9 stop at the tamp stop wait for bus 8..

then came skul got assembly in parade square. haizz i cant sit down cos the line was too short and i dun like to sit infront one le...

after assembly. it was mr zaki class.. seriuosly i think i need to start studying chem even its so sibey hard la sial.

then it was maths what the heckk this the porb came. i go toilet  for a while to do buisness then go back class

then thos bastards are just simple bastarad sabo me me lei. then mr tan ask me out to talk for a while lucky i put my box to my class mate whooohoo.... scary sia..

then recess see those ppl still ask me for a stick when they kena me ccb la!

then after recces was history boring as per normal.

then after that was physics velly funey mrs.tang the dm all those science teacher came to the lab and one teacher took video while we having class at lab very awkward sia.. then i try to joke around lucky that stupid principal never see me.. haha after that was english .. hahaha! i need to make a speech i was like roar! i can do this.. at first i cant stop laughing sia.. but i did my best and yupp it turn up well hope my grades are good ^^

after that finish skul whoohoo! then i pei justina to the block do buisness lol.. 

then go find my lg.. i also dunno why i want to go. then i see nafani andi dunno what the name

then stay at canteen for me to wait for my lg mem. then they said they want come for lg.. the end they dowan so me and jaslin go off to romantic mac. 

the yupp after eating we go open plaza play games.. serously im fcuking tired sia!i got cca yeserday and my whole body is aching, wha laou.. then i push my self to play.. but when i laugh i feel better hahaha.

thanks to shixuan i can laugh out loud and make stupid things haha!

well yupp it ends here.

florence thanks for that reply.. i dunno how to reply u.but i think ur rite. ill try to change bit by bit. even im not whole heated i think sooner or later ill be better and stronger. thanks

hello

sorry long time nvr post i will be changing my blog soon sorry sorry
:D