Monday, August 30, 2010

I hate Mondays

actually im now at home rotting bcause its too late to go school lol!
ok
i just hate Mondays because mostly ppl dont go school one hahahaha!
later i will be meeting J to study at spot and play drums omg cant wait for it!
i hope God can help us to nourish otu friendship back again :)
thanks God and thanks to meiling she is the reason we are in peace again ,
same old days BUT BETTER!
yea
signing off bye

Friday, August 27, 2010

nothing is up

im tired once again-.-
its every time not always
n level is coming up ,, and i really dunno if i should be really starting to get back with God or study first.
it can be both but i cant .
do really God can help me in studies if i come back with him bcause i cant even memorize things no matter how .. i always forget it seriously i suck.

so now i decided to quit smoking and start a new life..
this doesnt matter who will know its about my self.

blah thats end

bye~
ill fast from smoking and eating meat ..... Help me Oh God

Wednesday, August 25, 2010

HELLO(:


WANI hereeeeeeeeeeee! Hahaaaaaa! surprisedddddddd!:DDDDDD
Im here to post something for my dear friend J.O.Y! yeayeayea.
So actually i dun really have something to say, but, thanks for accompany me go Bubbletea Shop just now!
hahahha! Okay, i know im LAME. Bye! Have a nice day! :D

Friday, August 20, 2010

BORING DAY!

ok today i should be sending my friend go skul but i overslept and taht sucks hahaha!
then now dunno wat to do later gg to justina house to fetch zl from her skul :)

heeeeee nothing much bye!

Thursday, August 19, 2010

NO school!



                                   ok STEP UP 3  is here! who want to watch it with me ? :DD haha!



wee today sleep like mad from 12 am till 12 pm cool cool.
hmm then today my tenants rabbit gave birth of seven  litlle cute rabbits haha!but one of them died:(

oh well so i wanted to have one and im trying to guess which one is better but all of them are cute. but one won my heart a very active and caring rabbit cool rite!!

ok i dunno if i can take care of it but for what i know i want it :)

hmm ok thats all im going spot later to play and study :) hahahaha!

chuting misadventures




LOVE :
joy ah chok














the rabbit that won my heart look like this :D

Wednesday, August 18, 2010

insecure.lost.stupid

i lost my phone and thats so stupid lalalaalal. now its veh hard to find new one. grrrr.
hmm yupp. today i was late for skul and i came for my pre lims at 830 am and i only had a 1h30min to finish my f n n ... so i tried my best and i think its easy yao! after that slack a while in school and found karmin so i went home with her to change and we both are so wet. but i didnt regrett cos its fun hahaha! i think i need to understand why she dont like ppl touch her hair and always scold me in everything i do hahahah!


today was lifegroup. and it was great.we played band hero at germ hse first then set off to the central park :D

we played captains ball etc.. then i get forefeit which is to write our names in our but. oh well so i did some more my name is damn lone. hahaha while im doing it with jasm she say must continue but i veh ps. then i suddely doubt about her action some thing is fishy,.... and that is they are celebrating my spiritual birthday!!!!

HAPPY SPIRITUAL BIRTHDAY TO ME :D

my heart aint prepared but im really thankful that they celebrated it . or esle ive toatally forgotten that they had forgotten that is my spiritual bdae (get it?:))
hmm yupp . after everything me and jia min went off to spot and saw atwell and its cool that we have known each other quite well and open up a lil bit. yea yea.its damn cool.and today justine tell me that she will hepl me plan for my n level to revise isnt that cool ? :)


ok so i was sent home by justine baby car. thanks yao!
then go home change bath etc. and sms her.
i think im too insecure and i always think too much and thats is one of my weakness but i dunt  mind bcos there is always room from improvement.
actually the girl im talking about to you is you yourself. i know ive known you not that long but there is jsut a spark there,,,, ill try my best to get to know you more and be with you more.:D
sorry for doubting that you are lying i think too much la dats why :(

erm thats all for today see ya all soon folk s:D


love
joy ah chok

Saturday, August 14, 2010

Jealous

HOWDY!haha . i have read some of other ppl blogs and im quite jealous about saying in their blog they want to finish the race with this particular ppl. how good they have been to them.blahblah

i just miss my exbuddy. seriously . i got mad of you ,you know and i feel like turning myself as an arch enemy myself to you . give you problems all those shit.block you in every contact since you drain me away from contacting you.u know what just take your time in your studies for your o levels and your ministry or watsoever. but i really pray that after that we can come back again and stay in contact.since we have our own ten commandments.we should not break it.im jealous of how you still can contact with other ppl that really makes you be close with them.i think im selfish blah . but what is one thing that u cant balance a time for me? haha is it bcause i always give you problem? damn true isnt?!then wat thing?
you really hurted me so much and i think i did stepped on your tail too?and cus of that my performance did really badly in my other friends my emotions are so moody.and i dun even think you can read this lor.blah like you heck care? wat ever i just want to blog it cos i want to tell the whole world of what kind of FUGGING BUDDY i am-.-


now , i dont really have a buddysister in Christ that can talk and rely on. so im living my life with outside friends which is really quite ok.but doing things toghter that aint right.

slowly, trying my best to get back on track with God.backslider always have a difficulty of sliding back,but in the end after you did you will feel more stronger than before.yea yea

NOW.is prelims and today didnt go for maths exams cos its pointless why should i go if i have nothing to answer? actually i woke up late and thought that even still got time its still worthless.
haha! nothing much tmr is ess and yea i really hope xiang yu can come :(

hmm thats the end of mee blogging. my new skin is damn nice today haha!lurbp it lotss~~

bye world .