Laughing at myself

its been so long since i blog again im so stubborn hahaha

anyways
today woke up late alrd (6.20am) and i bath for 10 min can u believe that i was rushing until i nearly forget about all those f n n ten year series.

hmmms ,,

then i reached shool but im feeling tired and dizy damn -.-
so yea skul started then we still need to assemble to the hall for some stupid june holiday meet ups dunno wat thing. fuck u man i better stay back 4 f n n than any other subjects
so yea after that was chem i never listen to the teacher but me and justina try to make  a time plan and saving time plan for this coming JUNE 12 we are going to MALAYSIA this will be my FIRST TIME in my life going there im so excited . me justina zhi ling and eileen woots thats totally cool 0.0

ok so where was i oh yea hmm after my chem is phy so we two idoits go smoke for a while jsut a half stick so i can revive my self just now morning also never smoke-.- then came back to class and i slept for a while

it was recess i was really planning not to eat bbut in the end im so hungry till i used my money to buy a sandwhich hahaha. as per normal smoke i LIL bit then go up for my f n n whoo but some thing jsut spoiled my mood of doing my coursework/....

FUCKING FIRE DRILL ! nb cb u fire drill i want to dig u to the centre of the earth and do ur activities there knn!
when the ring bells i was shouting like FIIIIAAARRRREE!!! RED ALERT!! AAA HAHAH! and yup as per normal it was farine lol. i was so high that until my teacher hold my ear and walk me to the shcool field that was really funny .
its was AMAZINGLY HOOOTT!!! my shoe s are like melting to the max. i just stand up there waititng to be called up and go gogo
so yea we are back to the lab me and ms.Leow stay outside for a while so we wont get sick lol!
so yup after f n n mother tognue they played some chinese game and i some how participated yeayea THATS ME ALRITE JOY THE CHINESE LEARNER :P

so after skul waited to be lined up for english oral exams and guess wat i was supposed to be the first but i become the 8th whoohoo! im so thank ful about tat :)
ok after everthing wen t with justina and bla bal who ever the caller is or the one who complain fuck ur mom biatch!
ur so lame
hahah , then yea there this MACHAM MAN THAT ACT GOT LANCHAO and still wanna chop in to a GIRLS TALK. SERIOUSLY ARE U A GAY?!

oh yea until now haven resolve just waiting for them to meet us . cant wait for fri,..
BUT IM WARNING U IF U EVER TOUCH MY BUDDY OR MY DAUGHTER IM GONNA KICK UR FAKE LANCHAO UNTIL U R FAKE SPERMS COME OUT AND U CANT GIVE SPERM TO UR SHORT LOVVY PIE-.-

oh well that all for today .
oh yea hey daughter get well soon ok:)
anything just contact me even though i dun have prepaid ill do my best to reply u back thheehee love eeuuuuuu

thats all byeeeeee.

missing u so much but also getting more and more jealous about ur boyf

f n n

today f n n hahaha! well i was late but i didnt care at all. haha but at lesas im on time for my mid year. if i rate the difficuly it will be 4/ 10 hahah . im so proud to be f n n student :) thanks MS LEOW for teaching me:)
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hmm after school i end at 937 am we go bk as per normal too bad wani aint there so need to wait for them then we go 400 plus around 11 beacuse we need to settle things i dunno why ppl must find tai ji then in the end suay nothing ahppen say sorry its like so boring -.- some more troublesome to other friends that kena screening by the police lamer sia. haiz i got late for lg today because of this stupid shit nah.. 

went to life group trying my best to smile and be enthu .
then i thnk its was so  long and too much games i until i feel like sleeping damn it.
hiaya after lg play games then eat down at subway.

then went home with carin really have a great time with her she is so fun to be with :)

hmmmmmm really thanks for talking to me today



well tahts all no school tmr so i meeting carin befor she go school
taht alll byeeeeeeee
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sorry

haha its been long time inever blog. anyways now is mid yea so yea i really think i did my best to study social study i was inspired by  MS . TAN CHEW NGEE. LOL
she the best man haahha

after exams slack with wani they all i really do misssed justina :( so long never see her really hope she is ok
but anyways..... i just want to tell YOU! that im a good sensser and i can easly know if your lying or not its been how many time you lie to me. you told me your going somewhere but the end you are just going with the same ppl because you dowan me to folloe? hello you can tell me straight forward why make this situation get worst. haiz but never mind ill still treat you as friend keep all your secrets etc. i really hope you can change.


for another person.....
hey i know your busy in your o or what ever and i think its better for me to stay away from you or else we both get hurt and wtv. -.-  i dunno le but i know its both fault? or what grr aaaaa wtv la.
i  just want to tell you that i am really deeply hurt .
i cant beleive that you would trade a food for me? haha yea maybe your hungry just like isaac and jacob -._
in my heart it still hurts and it takes time to heal , but it believe it will leave a big scar on it.

good luck to your future buddy next time ireally hope you can take care and have fun with him or her. i realy hope you can take time to spend time with her or him yea
take care and always dun forget to shit lol!
let God decides if we can be buddy again i dunno.

heart

i dunno whats the condition of my heart rite now....
ive tried to dont do things that ive been doing that realy destroy my life
i dunno..
!1st is lazyness
2nd is not whole heartedly
3rd have faith but no action -.-

i dunno lar..
restructure is the word now ..
ill  miss my leaders i know haha.
but its time to move on :)^^

its hard for me to accept it until now i dont accept it yet.. really i cant ACCEPT what is the TRUTH

blablablablavblabal~!!!!!!!!!!!!


ok later i meeting justina pack her hse haha :) ok well yupp thats all bye ^^


im a lost sheep

im back

long time no see ppl .:)
hmm well lately just not a good day i been suspended by my childish act fought with some fwends and kena beaten p by my freakking father seriously what kind of father is he nah but he is still my father :(

well really thanks for my shepherd for all thsoe help my best buddy in the wordl min yi being my listening ear even though she got common test tmr haha :) and my besfwend justina for being my irritating lame yucky companion to be there thanks alor ppl ^^

well i have nothing to say i just came home from zhi ling hse to slack wif lisa and justina well yupp nothing els to say
ps . i miss u deeply

hello :)

hmmm ....

ill be just blogging some of things that what place i am in my life

not doing well really.

things are just fcuk up.. all those..

im such a looser..

my parents dont really allow me go church or any activity in church:(then i need to go home STRAIGHT lei after skul -.- this is such a lame reason or law le

secondly

my spiritual life is just fcuk up lor.

many ppl have help me to come back and change some just started helping me.. some give up.

really thanks.. i dowan u all to help me anymore la. cos like i ver troublesome. and some more the decision is  depends on me too.

thirdly.. 

my love for u baby, 

i dunno maybe my likes for noW?

i dunno im not that clear of it. if im with u ill wont think of changing at all but continue to be with u.

but if im alone reflecting... ooopss! i did it again. .. i cant dont contact u one. 

ur like a ciggarette that i cant tahan not to open up take a stick and light up. finish must take another again.

your such that too addictive

lastly.. i think i come church for just listening in the word but dont apply?

i come for lg for fellwoship and yupp.

i dunno>?

i tell u what happen today... i woke up rite it was 6: 19am

i chiong bath then took all my things out. then i took the box out my room.. i drunk milk grab some bread then go off.. guess what i forgot the box again! omt

well then i took bus 9 stop at the tamp stop wait for bus 8..

then came skul got assembly in parade square. haizz i cant sit down cos the line was too short and i dun like to sit infront one le...

after assembly. it was mr zaki class.. seriuosly i think i need to start studying chem even its so sibey hard la sial.

then it was maths what the heckk this the porb came. i go toilet  for a while to do buisness then go back class

then thos bastards are just simple bastarad sabo me me lei. then mr tan ask me out to talk for a while lucky i put my box to my class mate whooohoo.... scary sia..

then recess see those ppl still ask me for a stick when they kena me ccb la!

then after recces was history boring as per normal.

then after that was physics velly funey mrs.tang the dm all those science teacher came to the lab and one teacher took video while we having class at lab very awkward sia.. then i try to joke around lucky that stupid principal never see me.. haha after that was english .. hahaha! i need to make a speech i was like roar! i can do this.. at first i cant stop laughing sia.. but i did my best and yupp it turn up well hope my grades are good ^^

after that finish skul whoohoo! then i pei justina to the block do buisness lol.. 

then go find my lg.. i also dunno why i want to go. then i see nafani andi dunno what the name

then stay at canteen for me to wait for my lg mem. then they said they want come for lg.. the end they dowan so me and jaslin go off to romantic mac. 

the yupp after eating we go open plaza play games.. serously im fcuking tired sia!i got cca yeserday and my whole body is aching, wha laou.. then i push my self to play.. but when i laugh i feel better hahaha.

thanks to shixuan i can laugh out loud and make stupid things haha!

well yupp it ends here.

florence thanks for that reply.. i dunno how to reply u.but i think ur rite. ill try to change bit by bit. even im not whole heated i think sooner or later ill be better and stronger. thanks

hello

sorry long time nvr post i will be changing my blog soon sorry sorry
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