heart

i dunno whats the condition of my heart rite now....
ive tried to dont do things that ive been doing that realy destroy my life
i dunno..
!1st is lazyness
2nd is not whole heartedly
3rd have faith but no action -.-

i dunno lar..
restructure is the word now ..
ill  miss my leaders i know haha.
but its time to move on :)^^

its hard for me to accept it until now i dont accept it yet.. really i cant ACCEPT what is the TRUTH

blablablablavblabal~!!!!!!!!!!!!


ok later i meeting justina pack her hse haha :) ok well yupp thats all bye ^^


im a lost sheep

im back

long time no see ppl .:)
hmm well lately just not a good day i been suspended by my childish act fought with some fwends and kena beaten p by my freakking father seriously what kind of father is he nah but he is still my father :(

well really thanks for my shepherd for all thsoe help my best buddy in the wordl min yi being my listening ear even though she got common test tmr haha :) and my besfwend justina for being my irritating lame yucky companion to be there thanks alor ppl ^^

well i have nothing to say i just came home from zhi ling hse to slack wif lisa and justina well yupp nothing els to say
ps . i miss u deeply

hello :)

hmmm ....

ill be just blogging some of things that what place i am in my life

not doing well really.

things are just fcuk up.. all those..

im such a looser..

my parents dont really allow me go church or any activity in church:(then i need to go home STRAIGHT lei after skul -.- this is such a lame reason or law le

secondly

my spiritual life is just fcuk up lor.

many ppl have help me to come back and change some just started helping me.. some give up.

really thanks.. i dowan u all to help me anymore la. cos like i ver troublesome. and some more the decision is  depends on me too.

thirdly.. 

my love for u baby, 

i dunno maybe my likes for noW?

i dunno im not that clear of it. if im with u ill wont think of changing at all but continue to be with u.

but if im alone reflecting... ooopss! i did it again. .. i cant dont contact u one. 

ur like a ciggarette that i cant tahan not to open up take a stick and light up. finish must take another again.

your such that too addictive

lastly.. i think i come church for just listening in the word but dont apply?

i come for lg for fellwoship and yupp.

i dunno>?

i tell u what happen today... i woke up rite it was 6: 19am

i chiong bath then took all my things out. then i took the box out my room.. i drunk milk grab some bread then go off.. guess what i forgot the box again! omt

well then i took bus 9 stop at the tamp stop wait for bus 8..

then came skul got assembly in parade square. haizz i cant sit down cos the line was too short and i dun like to sit infront one le...

after assembly. it was mr zaki class.. seriuosly i think i need to start studying chem even its so sibey hard la sial.

then it was maths what the heckk this the porb came. i go toilet  for a while to do buisness then go back class

then thos bastards are just simple bastarad sabo me me lei. then mr tan ask me out to talk for a while lucky i put my box to my class mate whooohoo.... scary sia..

then recess see those ppl still ask me for a stick when they kena me ccb la!

then after recces was history boring as per normal.

then after that was physics velly funey mrs.tang the dm all those science teacher came to the lab and one teacher took video while we having class at lab very awkward sia.. then i try to joke around lucky that stupid principal never see me.. haha after that was english .. hahaha! i need to make a speech i was like roar! i can do this.. at first i cant stop laughing sia.. but i did my best and yupp it turn up well hope my grades are good ^^

after that finish skul whoohoo! then i pei justina to the block do buisness lol.. 

then go find my lg.. i also dunno why i want to go. then i see nafani andi dunno what the name

then stay at canteen for me to wait for my lg mem. then they said they want come for lg.. the end they dowan so me and jaslin go off to romantic mac. 

the yupp after eating we go open plaza play games.. serously im fcuking tired sia!i got cca yeserday and my whole body is aching, wha laou.. then i push my self to play.. but when i laugh i feel better hahaha.

thanks to shixuan i can laugh out loud and make stupid things haha!

well yupp it ends here.

florence thanks for that reply.. i dunno how to reply u.but i think ur rite. ill try to change bit by bit. even im not whole heated i think sooner or later ill be better and stronger. thanks

hello

sorry long time nvr post i will be changing my blog soon sorry sorry
:D

AT THE DOOR

Lol
well today im going for the special service at the door cant wait for it
then go jes and flo hse overnite :D
then tmr christmas!!!:D

ok i gtg byee

motive

Today i learned about our motives

what really our motives for every single thing
is it bad good nothing ?
i dunno but for myself i think i must be clear of my motive if its wrong then i must make it rite if its nothing then i must have motive a rite one:D
if my motive is for good then i want to make it more better yea
thats what i learnt today

signing off bye
:D

that really hurts

somehow man fails
they will judge u 
that really hurts u alot.
i cant believe it. what i learned from camp is CONNECT , GROW , SERVE
now im growing from connecting to God and ppl.
but also before u grow u must serve hello?!
then if i dun push myself and try to learn to do spiritual things even though its hard but i must also what?

so yea
just hate it when u do that :(
ble ble ble

i dunno what to say bye!