How do i start..
well my life has been a total misery.My father wants me to leave the house cause i cant be under his control.he is right but not all right.why cant he give me some freedom? jjust like in Singapore how i wish i was still there.cigarettes,slacking,drinking are fun but somewhere i wonder i feel alone even im with my old friends,doing this tings without my you all i feel like its not worth it. All i can do now is wait........
Dear justina,
I know its hard to accept that im not here anymore but whatever its happening now in your life hope that your having funn.Live your life to the fullest ok? dont get hurt.dont get stuck in the elavator anymore im still in fb alive.always eat breakfast it helps alot in exams^^ i miss you buddy<3
Dear Min yi,
hello my eeyore haahah.i know your facing some problems in your life right now but i know you can overcome it.im sorry if im not here physically meeting you up or txting you to cheer you up.But im here alwayys in your heart.Dont worry ill comeback and well last tgt in singapore ^^dont replace me with other ok?im uniqe in your life i know hehehe, i love you my bestfriend<3
Dear joey,
I miss our slacking and smoking and quarreling with ciggy hahaha! well i think you found new friends treasure them ok and always take care. and dont like emo till so many hours you must eat! miss you bra! :P <3
ill end here for now.
peace out ~
Monday, May 23, 2011
Wednesday, March 30, 2011
PHILIPINES.(cousins vs. friends.)
Well,the first day of my own country was awesome but horrible. if you don't get it you don't know me :P
while i was at the aeroplane guess what i keep laughing at all those things and letters you all gave me.well the turtle given by umira haha i still dont get it why i do look like a turtle to her .the old letter i gave to germaine it was so freaking funny.And many more.(just lazy to type haha)
Thank God that my ear did not had any problems so i sleep in the whol trip i woke up and saw this beautiful sunset up the sky.well when i look at it i almost cried because this means its getting dark and all my normal life doing in singapore was over.
And so i reached the destination.Sadly no one had come to fetch me :( ecxept my uncel drives.
then went straight to Fontana resort.And celebrated my Ahkong and auntie birthday.and well everyone of the family member from 8 children of my grandma and grandpa to the children of some of my cousins.
And for once i was happy! Cos all of them are there but sad because they are shocked for who i have become. well yea eat,play,drink and fellowship with my relatives.And yea me and my girlfriends(female cousins) had fun especially my auntie shirley we both get drunk haha! omgomg funniest joke that day.
And i slept beside my cousin ate candy and ate khay. guess what woke up with myself sleeping and my parents left me! :( like what the heck??! hahha well its normal for me in the past. so its alrigth. so i woke up and sang karaoke at the villa.then swim. then we all are packed up and i went to my cousin house slept till like at night and my father fetched me.when i reached my house i missed my dog! there is no one to run to you scratch you bark at you waggling tail at you.so yea.
the next day went to my neighbour and they all still the same. well actually they are only from 10yrs old- 3 years old. can you beilive that?so yea really didnt want to slack with them.wait they dont even know how to slack omg!
So went with my cousins eat chicken and dunno what.(do you think i still remember the names of the food?>)
and yea after that went home change and get some clothes cos imi gonna over nite with them! yeyy.and didnt know that we are going to club!its damn funn! hahaha!music and everything.i drank a light vodka next beer and then lots and lots of shots! and guess what i was totally dead haha! but stil can dance on the dance floor.the name of the club was bossa and we went to another club named hacenda it was 2 am and we wanted to go mount pinatubo for a tour ealry in the morning of course it was too late so we continue there.and drank some more hardcore sia! and my best cousin named ate candy she was totally drunk and dont know what she is doing she come up the stage to dance herself and i cant do anything but take care of her that she wont fall! and yea was feeling wavy alr.and two of my cousins vormitted! Wah heng i didnt :P And my cousin friend was awsome i tell you he drank so much and stil can drive properly !!!
well yea he sent us home.the next day ate khay had a hangover hahaha. so we really didnt do much cos we woke up in the afternoon.so we ate lunch and gone to dunno where.slack for a while then we go straight clubbing again-,- omg!
we went to bossa again.then over nite at her house then send me home.it was alr 7 pm so i really didnt go out at neighbourhood instead sleep. the next day i went to other families to visit. then go home.then the next morning they call me out to club again they are totall crazy cousins!im lazy to type where and what happened to us.so the next day went to pandan over nite at my younger cousins.it was a great fun.but we nee to wake up early to go to mount pinatubo.
So we went there and we take 4x4 car.and the road was a bumpy ridE! and its freaking long it was like 1 hour and our butts are getting numb and numb. then we still need to trek up the mountain it was tiring but the end we reach there and its beautiful ! guess what forgot to tell you i was waering slipper cos i forgot to bring my shoes darn! so went back to the head office and so we bath and eat and went home.
well really tired to blog more so gonna end here for now :)
hope you know whats happening to me. well the bad things have yet to come so stay tuned :)
p.s all those drinks was paid by my great cousins haha! and the tour was free cos they all paid it omg omg! they rocks! THANKS :)
while i was at the aeroplane guess what i keep laughing at all those things and letters you all gave me.well the turtle given by umira haha i still dont get it why i do look like a turtle to her .the old letter i gave to germaine it was so freaking funny.And many more.(just lazy to type haha)
Thank God that my ear did not had any problems so i sleep in the whol trip i woke up and saw this beautiful sunset up the sky.well when i look at it i almost cried because this means its getting dark and all my normal life doing in singapore was over.
And so i reached the destination.Sadly no one had come to fetch me :( ecxept my uncel drives.
then went straight to Fontana resort.And celebrated my Ahkong and auntie birthday.and well everyone of the family member from 8 children of my grandma and grandpa to the children of some of my cousins.
And for once i was happy! Cos all of them are there but sad because they are shocked for who i have become. well yea eat,play,drink and fellowship with my relatives.And yea me and my girlfriends(female cousins) had fun especially my auntie shirley we both get drunk haha! omgomg funniest joke that day.
And i slept beside my cousin ate candy and ate khay. guess what woke up with myself sleeping and my parents left me! :( like what the heck??! hahha well its normal for me in the past. so its alrigth. so i woke up and sang karaoke at the villa.then swim. then we all are packed up and i went to my cousin house slept till like at night and my father fetched me.when i reached my house i missed my dog! there is no one to run to you scratch you bark at you waggling tail at you.so yea.
the next day went to my neighbour and they all still the same. well actually they are only from 10yrs old- 3 years old. can you beilive that?so yea really didnt want to slack with them.wait they dont even know how to slack omg!
So went with my cousins eat chicken and dunno what.(do you think i still remember the names of the food?>)
and yea after that went home change and get some clothes cos imi gonna over nite with them! yeyy.and didnt know that we are going to club!its damn funn! hahaha!music and everything.i drank a light vodka next beer and then lots and lots of shots! and guess what i was totally dead haha! but stil can dance on the dance floor.the name of the club was bossa and we went to another club named hacenda it was 2 am and we wanted to go mount pinatubo for a tour ealry in the morning of course it was too late so we continue there.and drank some more hardcore sia! and my best cousin named ate candy she was totally drunk and dont know what she is doing she come up the stage to dance herself and i cant do anything but take care of her that she wont fall! and yea was feeling wavy alr.and two of my cousins vormitted! Wah heng i didnt :P And my cousin friend was awsome i tell you he drank so much and stil can drive properly !!!
well yea he sent us home.the next day ate khay had a hangover hahaha. so we really didnt do much cos we woke up in the afternoon.so we ate lunch and gone to dunno where.slack for a while then we go straight clubbing again-,- omg!
we went to bossa again.then over nite at her house then send me home.it was alr 7 pm so i really didnt go out at neighbourhood instead sleep. the next day i went to other families to visit. then go home.then the next morning they call me out to club again they are totall crazy cousins!im lazy to type where and what happened to us.so the next day went to pandan over nite at my younger cousins.it was a great fun.but we nee to wake up early to go to mount pinatubo.
So we went there and we take 4x4 car.and the road was a bumpy ridE! and its freaking long it was like 1 hour and our butts are getting numb and numb. then we still need to trek up the mountain it was tiring but the end we reach there and its beautiful ! guess what forgot to tell you i was waering slipper cos i forgot to bring my shoes darn! so went back to the head office and so we bath and eat and went home.
well really tired to blog more so gonna end here for now :)
hope you know whats happening to me. well the bad things have yet to come so stay tuned :)
p.s all those drinks was paid by my great cousins haha! and the tour was free cos they all paid it omg omg! they rocks! THANKS :)
Tuesday, January 18, 2011
New leaf
ok firstly , yesterday was the most downpoint of my life. like seriously everything slowly just go away.but still i say to God what ever His plans is i will obey even though its not in my comfort zone.so for the whole night i have been crying till very 2 am plus plus.
the next day...
i was still in my emotional.then i gone to gym with jia min.then go ite eat then go help out with her lg. and i need to comfort my buddy.. but it is my pleasure to help her. and i will never leave her suffer alone.
but sooner after i go home i was so happy that no one can imagine how,
its like suddenly God can just turn everything away and upside down. i really think He jsut want to tell me that i must step out of my comfort Zone and serve Him and He will bless us greatly.THANK YOU God.!
You have teached me a valuable lesson and im ready to learn a new one!
P.s thanks jia min for peing me go gym.
p.s.s justina! cheer up it may takes a while to heal but you can conquer it yao! i will always be here with you not only technically but litterally every mornig yao!<3
the next day...
i was still in my emotional.then i gone to gym with jia min.then go ite eat then go help out with her lg. and i need to comfort my buddy.. but it is my pleasure to help her. and i will never leave her suffer alone.
but sooner after i go home i was so happy that no one can imagine how,
its like suddenly God can just turn everything away and upside down. i really think He jsut want to tell me that i must step out of my comfort Zone and serve Him and He will bless us greatly.THANK YOU God.!
You have teached me a valuable lesson and im ready to learn a new one!
P.s thanks jia min for peing me go gym.
p.s.s justina! cheer up it may takes a while to heal but you can conquer it yao! i will always be here with you not only technically but litterally every mornig yao!<3
Tuesday, September 28, 2010
mug.finish.free
ok currently im mugging for this past two weeks.need to really pass my n. haha .
i want to go ite take culinary . but i need eng a-d and two pass subjects :D
ok not so much about it
after n levels i am going to work earn money and learn DRUMS!!!!!!
WHOOOO!
ok i am so excited about it.
haha after that im going to phil to go vaccation and buy alots alots of thingys!
ok thats all haha.
i should not get too excited bye!
this is a cool stick with Jesus drums sticks
wood:
Oak or Hickory on the other hand are a
bit more sturdy and widely accepted as reliable and able to hold up to long term, rigorous drumming.
Selecting your Drumsticks may be more involved than you think. First off, what type of band will you
be playing in primarily? This will help you select the correct size. If it's a heavy metal band or a marching
band, you'll need thicker drumsticks to withstand the heavy abuse they will take. Drumsticks come in all different sizes. Larger drumsticks sizes are normally a 5B or 2B size (2B is larger) and will usually last much longer than thinner sticks. If you play in a jazz band or light volumed pop band, you will want to go with a smaller stick size. Either a 7A (very thin) or a 5A (standard) will suffice. Of course, if you play many styles, you may find that a 5B is the most suited for you because a 5B drumstick is versatile. Of course there are also custom drumstick sizes that vary due to the artist's individual custom specifications (found under "signature drumsticks").
i want to go ite take culinary . but i need eng a-d and two pass subjects :D
ok not so much about it
after n levels i am going to work earn money and learn DRUMS!!!!!!
WHOOOO!
ok i am so excited about it.
haha after that im going to phil to go vaccation and buy alots alots of thingys!
ok thats all haha.
i should not get too excited bye!
cool nylon man! :D
some info about drumstick.
Oak or Hickory on the other hand are a
bit more sturdy and widely accepted as reliable and able to hold up to long term, rigorous drumming.
Selecting your Drumsticks may be more involved than you think. First off, what type of band will you
be playing in primarily? This will help you select the correct size. If it's a heavy metal band or a marching
band, you'll need thicker drumsticks to withstand the heavy abuse they will take. Drumsticks come in all different sizes. Larger drumsticks sizes are normally a 5B or 2B size (2B is larger) and will usually last much longer than thinner sticks. If you play in a jazz band or light volumed pop band, you will want to go with a smaller stick size. Either a 7A (very thin) or a 5A (standard) will suffice. Of course, if you play many styles, you may find that a 5B is the most suited for you because a 5B drumstick is versatile. Of course there are also custom drumstick sizes that vary due to the artist's individual custom specifications (found under "signature drumsticks").
Tuesday, September 21, 2010
love bow
this is my lates blog for now haha my b.levels are coming up i dont even play games anymore huhu.ok that sucks
lol ..
hmm nothing much happened gone to dennis wedding and gwen.
and leanred alot of things about this blue bow i bought /
it was my first ever bow in my whole life.and i fell in love with it but in two days i lost it.
sooner or later God reminded me to let go and let God.this really strike me. why cant i let go of many things that i dont need and its bad for me? haha . yea i should .even though otherppl might laugh at me but from now on ill change my heart mindset that im always complete with God.
hey joey...
if your reading this it will be cool. haha
ok . i am sorry if i keep pushing you to chnage and take the quest.but just to let you know that i am so hurt why cant you lsiten???????
camp is a good time for breakthruogh yes ,, but it doesnt mean all along this year except camp you cant breaktrhough right? haha yea . but its still your decision. oh yea you know your self very well but not everything you know about yourself because there are times that you dont see that this is you .so only God do.
so i jsut want to encourage you that the time for a change is now.lets do it together man! lets build this friendship with God in the middle.and spread the word of God. ppl may laugh but we are safe in Gods hand.lets jia you!
Now im going off to spot to study.. i need to get ready for my n levels even though its quite late to study ill do my best of my very best.rhis is for the kingdom of God!
thats all signing off bye~
66304705683 (t9)
Sunday, September 5, 2010
n level
well actually i try not to go for any ministry either im lazy or i need to meet my friends.
ok blah
this is really going to no wer,im lost hahahaha
bye!
ok blah
this is really going to no wer,im lost hahahaha
bye!
Monday, August 30, 2010
I hate Mondays
actually im now at home rotting bcause its too late to go school lol!
ok
i just hate Mondays because mostly ppl dont go school one hahahaha!
later i will be meeting J to study at spot and play drums omg cant wait for it!
i hope God can help us to nourish otu friendship back again :)
thanks God and thanks to meiling she is the reason we are in peace again ,
same old days BUT BETTER!
yea
signing off bye
ok
i just hate Mondays because mostly ppl dont go school one hahahaha!
later i will be meeting J to study at spot and play drums omg cant wait for it!
i hope God can help us to nourish otu friendship back again :)
thanks God and thanks to meiling she is the reason we are in peace again ,
same old days BUT BETTER!
yea
signing off bye
Friday, August 27, 2010
nothing is up
im tired once again-.-
its every time not always
n level is coming up ,, and i really dunno if i should be really starting to get back with God or study first.
it can be both but i cant .
do really God can help me in studies if i come back with him bcause i cant even memorize things no matter how .. i always forget it seriously i suck.
so now i decided to quit smoking and start a new life..
this doesnt matter who will know its about my self.
blah thats end
bye~
ill fast from smoking and eating meat ..... Help me Oh God
its every time not always
n level is coming up ,, and i really dunno if i should be really starting to get back with God or study first.
it can be both but i cant .
do really God can help me in studies if i come back with him bcause i cant even memorize things no matter how .. i always forget it seriously i suck.
so now i decided to quit smoking and start a new life..
this doesnt matter who will know its about my self.
blah thats end
bye~
ill fast from smoking and eating meat ..... Help me Oh God
Wednesday, August 25, 2010
HELLO(:
WANI hereeeeeeeeeeee! Hahaaaaaa! surprisedddddddd!:DDDDDD
Im here to post something for my dear friend J.O.Y! yeayeayea.
So actually i dun really have something to say, but, thanks for accompany me go Bubbletea Shop just now!
hahahha! Okay, i know im LAME. Bye! Have a nice day! :D
Friday, August 20, 2010
BORING DAY!
ok today i should be sending my friend go skul but i overslept and taht sucks hahaha!
then now dunno wat to do later gg to justina house to fetch zl from her skul :)
heeeeee nothing much bye!
then now dunno wat to do later gg to justina house to fetch zl from her skul :)
heeeeee nothing much bye!
Thursday, August 19, 2010
NO school!
ok STEP UP 3 is here! who want to watch it with me ? :DD haha!
wee today sleep like mad from 12 am till 12 pm cool cool.
hmm then today my tenants rabbit gave birth of seven litlle cute rabbits haha!but one of them died:(
oh well so i wanted to have one and im trying to guess which one is better but all of them are cute. but one won my heart a very active and caring rabbit cool rite!!
ok i dunno if i can take care of it but for what i know i want it :)
hmm ok thats all im going spot later to play and study :) hahahaha!
chuting misadventures
LOVE :
joy ah chok
the rabbit that won my heart look like this :D
Wednesday, August 18, 2010
insecure.lost.stupid
i lost my phone and thats so stupid lalalaalal. now its veh hard to find new one. grrrr.
hmm yupp. today i was late for skul and i came for my pre lims at 830 am and i only had a 1h30min to finish my f n n ... so i tried my best and i think its easy yao! after that slack a while in school and found karmin so i went home with her to change and we both are so wet. but i didnt regrett cos its fun hahaha! i think i need to understand why she dont like ppl touch her hair and always scold me in everything i do hahahah!
today was lifegroup. and it was great.we played band hero at germ hse first then set off to the central park :D
we played captains ball etc.. then i get forefeit which is to write our names in our but. oh well so i did some more my name is damn lone. hahaha while im doing it with jasm she say must continue but i veh ps. then i suddely doubt about her action some thing is fishy,.... and that is they are celebrating my spiritual birthday!!!!
HAPPY SPIRITUAL BIRTHDAY TO ME :D
my heart aint prepared but im really thankful that they celebrated it . or esle ive toatally forgotten that they had forgotten that is my spiritual bdae (get it?:))
hmm yupp . after everything me and jia min went off to spot and saw atwell and its cool that we have known each other quite well and open up a lil bit. yea yea.its damn cool.and today justine tell me that she will hepl me plan for my n level to revise isnt that cool ? :)
ok so i was sent home by justine baby car. thanks yao!
then go home change bath etc. and sms her.
i think im too insecure and i always think too much and thats is one of my weakness but i dunt mind bcos there is always room from improvement.
actually the girl im talking about to you is you yourself. i know ive known you not that long but there is jsut a spark there,,,, ill try my best to get to know you more and be with you more.:D
sorry for doubting that you are lying i think too much la dats why :(
erm thats all for today see ya all soon folk s:D
love
joy ah chok
hmm yupp. today i was late for skul and i came for my pre lims at 830 am and i only had a 1h30min to finish my f n n ... so i tried my best and i think its easy yao! after that slack a while in school and found karmin so i went home with her to change and we both are so wet. but i didnt regrett cos its fun hahaha! i think i need to understand why she dont like ppl touch her hair and always scold me in everything i do hahahah!
today was lifegroup. and it was great.we played band hero at germ hse first then set off to the central park :D
we played captains ball etc.. then i get forefeit which is to write our names in our but. oh well so i did some more my name is damn lone. hahaha while im doing it with jasm she say must continue but i veh ps. then i suddely doubt about her action some thing is fishy,.... and that is they are celebrating my spiritual birthday!!!!
HAPPY SPIRITUAL BIRTHDAY TO ME :D
my heart aint prepared but im really thankful that they celebrated it . or esle ive toatally forgotten that they had forgotten that is my spiritual bdae (get it?:))
hmm yupp . after everything me and jia min went off to spot and saw atwell and its cool that we have known each other quite well and open up a lil bit. yea yea.its damn cool.and today justine tell me that she will hepl me plan for my n level to revise isnt that cool ? :)
ok so i was sent home by justine baby car. thanks yao!
then go home change bath etc. and sms her.
i think im too insecure and i always think too much and thats is one of my weakness but i dunt mind bcos there is always room from improvement.
actually the girl im talking about to you is you yourself. i know ive known you not that long but there is jsut a spark there,,,, ill try my best to get to know you more and be with you more.:D
sorry for doubting that you are lying i think too much la dats why :(
erm thats all for today see ya all soon folk s:D
love
joy ah chok
Saturday, August 14, 2010
Jealous
HOWDY!haha . i have read some of other ppl blogs and im quite jealous about saying in their blog they want to finish the race with this particular ppl. how good they have been to them.blahblah
i just miss my exbuddy. seriously . i got mad of you ,you know and i feel like turning myself as an arch enemy myself to you . give you problems all those shit.block you in every contact since you drain me away from contacting you.u know what just take your time in your studies for your o levels and your ministry or watsoever. but i really pray that after that we can come back again and stay in contact.since we have our own ten commandments.we should not break it.im jealous of how you still can contact with other ppl that really makes you be close with them.i think im selfish blah . but what is one thing that u cant balance a time for me? haha is it bcause i always give you problem? damn true isnt?!then wat thing?
you really hurted me so much and i think i did stepped on your tail too?and cus of that my performance did really badly in my other friends my emotions are so moody.and i dun even think you can read this lor.blah like you heck care? wat ever i just want to blog it cos i want to tell the whole world of what kind of FUGGING BUDDY i am-.-
now , i dont really have a buddysister in Christ that can talk and rely on. so im living my life with outside friends which is really quite ok.but doing things toghter that aint right.
slowly, trying my best to get back on track with God.backslider always have a difficulty of sliding back,but in the end after you did you will feel more stronger than before.yea yea
NOW.is prelims and today didnt go for maths exams cos its pointless why should i go if i have nothing to answer? actually i woke up late and thought that even still got time its still worthless.
haha! nothing much tmr is ess and yea i really hope xiang yu can come :(
hmm thats the end of mee blogging. my new skin is damn nice today haha!lurbp it lotss~~
bye world .
i just miss my exbuddy. seriously . i got mad of you ,you know and i feel like turning myself as an arch enemy myself to you . give you problems all those shit.block you in every contact since you drain me away from contacting you.u know what just take your time in your studies for your o levels and your ministry or watsoever. but i really pray that after that we can come back again and stay in contact.since we have our own ten commandments.we should not break it.im jealous of how you still can contact with other ppl that really makes you be close with them.i think im selfish blah . but what is one thing that u cant balance a time for me? haha is it bcause i always give you problem? damn true isnt?!then wat thing?
you really hurted me so much and i think i did stepped on your tail too?and cus of that my performance did really badly in my other friends my emotions are so moody.and i dun even think you can read this lor.blah like you heck care? wat ever i just want to blog it cos i want to tell the whole world of what kind of FUGGING BUDDY i am-.-
now , i dont really have a buddysister in Christ that can talk and rely on. so im living my life with outside friends which is really quite ok.but doing things toghter that aint right.
slowly, trying my best to get back on track with God.backslider always have a difficulty of sliding back,but in the end after you did you will feel more stronger than before.yea yea
NOW.is prelims and today didnt go for maths exams cos its pointless why should i go if i have nothing to answer? actually i woke up late and thought that even still got time its still worthless.
haha! nothing much tmr is ess and yea i really hope xiang yu can come :(
hmm thats the end of mee blogging. my new skin is damn nice today haha!lurbp it lotss~~
bye world .
Wednesday, July 28, 2010
unclaimed
its been so long that i updated my blog...
oh well.
past ... i saw my ex while im in a trip for some stupid ite tour. etc blablabla.was really happey until i saw u girl. i dint know that i will meet you again. i let go of you alr. but in exchanged i wont woo and other girl at all. and yup i didnt until i saw you again and feel like taking you back.all of the sudden all my peaceful mind turn into a dreadful pain.
yesterday(not really yesterday)
after everything i tought im not gonna find any one anymore.until i saw you.but ur important so i think the best way is to be just friends.since you love other ppl . i think i jsut came a little too late. haha but nvm . ill wait for the rite time.
today.
everybodie dun have cigg sia haha that the funny thing they think they are gonna die without smoking for one day-.- but its ok.so yupp nothing much in skul skipped maths with justina and ill misse ms tan she only left with one month for skul. and the sad part is last time she told me she want to talk in private and now i asked her what she want to talk about she told me im not gonna talk to you but in other wahys la. so WATEVER lor. my fluffy eyes is cos of you. a teacher and student relationship is rare in this generation haha.
!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
now a days God is really hitting me very ahrd and slowly. he keep talling me not to do it.and come back.
stubborness of mine is the problem.
even how much i want to help and go back church devil is really trying to pull me back down
i hate that when happen.
nothing much to say. so i think i sahll study in my pre lims and n lvls.
bye
~peace out
oh well.
past ... i saw my ex while im in a trip for some stupid ite tour. etc blablabla.was really happey until i saw u girl. i dint know that i will meet you again. i let go of you alr. but in exchanged i wont woo and other girl at all. and yup i didnt until i saw you again and feel like taking you back.all of the sudden all my peaceful mind turn into a dreadful pain.
yesterday(not really yesterday)
after everything i tought im not gonna find any one anymore.until i saw you.but ur important so i think the best way is to be just friends.since you love other ppl . i think i jsut came a little too late. haha but nvm . ill wait for the rite time.
today.
everybodie dun have cigg sia haha that the funny thing they think they are gonna die without smoking for one day-.- but its ok.so yupp nothing much in skul skipped maths with justina and ill misse ms tan she only left with one month for skul. and the sad part is last time she told me she want to talk in private and now i asked her what she want to talk about she told me im not gonna talk to you but in other wahys la. so WATEVER lor. my fluffy eyes is cos of you. a teacher and student relationship is rare in this generation haha.
!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
now a days God is really hitting me very ahrd and slowly. he keep talling me not to do it.and come back.
stubborness of mine is the problem.
even how much i want to help and go back church devil is really trying to pull me back down
i hate that when happen.
nothing much to say. so i think i sahll study in my pre lims and n lvls.
bye
~peace out
Thursday, June 17, 2010
i heart east
it started by sitting down in the staduim talking while the rain is raging hahaha!
yes it was raining oh man how? so we played pac man and ghost . then we playes this chinese game tht must find a food the name the last word and they gave us the word soya bean(in chinese) then yes lets start. im at group five. hahaha its funny cos we gone to walk in prime and the rest are in tamp mall etc whahahaksz!
then yea i dunno wat chinese they are talking but its alrite i talk to some ppl and got to know them. i knew a new friend of mine ZI YING! haha she is fun to be with and funny oh and cute hehe.
then after we bought they say they cant find anything so we say we want do forfiet. and we did. haha. i feel bad cos i cant help that much in chinese but only in helping them guide the way haha.
ok so yea the end we lose but its ok. we reached in tamp stadium ate chicken rice etc. and got to know my group ppl. then yea we settle down play some games and wait for the real games.
and yea the games was so wet and muddy i love it :) hehe and my bro alfon was super fun hahaha! ok then me and chu ting go in first cos my legs are really in pain . then yea we wash up first etc and wait for the ppl to come back. thank God for u chu ting :)
hmm yea then we went off to the coffee shop and we ate alot man. i tell wats the food . a whole chicken , soup , vegetables dunno wat , fried prawns with crumbs , sweet and sour fish and pork . wow and it was share by 8 ppl . and we paid 6 dollars only wow amazing how God is working hahaha :)
hmm then we set off to a block and wrote our say . the break through we want to accomplish and we walked over to a field near springfield and float thepapaer ballon shaped with a hard fuel fire in the middly jsut like in taiwan they float their wishes,. ahhahaha
it was so memorable whoo. then yea took pictures etc.
then me grace and li xuan set off to take bsus home . (69) then i was with the dh s group also so they want to pee i also want then grace went off to her sister hse then li xuan took bus 3. and the dhs and me went to go toilet hahahaha. im the last one who go out ps. shucks ahaha. ok then they all went off and zhi ying live near me haha cool man!
hmm yea then we took bus 39 and pei her go home .
then i went home bath till i fell clean hahaha! then sms ppl and sleep.
erm yea i am really thank ful to God how He blessed our day .
i know new friends and got to know them and it was amazing and fun!
i love EAST forever .
well thats all
bye~
yes it was raining oh man how? so we played pac man and ghost . then we playes this chinese game tht must find a food the name the last word and they gave us the word soya bean(in chinese) then yes lets start. im at group five. hahaha its funny cos we gone to walk in prime and the rest are in tamp mall etc whahahaksz!
then yea i dunno wat chinese they are talking but its alrite i talk to some ppl and got to know them. i knew a new friend of mine ZI YING! haha she is fun to be with and funny oh and cute hehe.
then after we bought they say they cant find anything so we say we want do forfiet. and we did. haha. i feel bad cos i cant help that much in chinese but only in helping them guide the way haha.
ok so yea the end we lose but its ok. we reached in tamp stadium ate chicken rice etc. and got to know my group ppl. then yea we settle down play some games and wait for the real games.
and yea the games was so wet and muddy i love it :) hehe and my bro alfon was super fun hahaha! ok then me and chu ting go in first cos my legs are really in pain . then yea we wash up first etc and wait for the ppl to come back. thank God for u chu ting :)
hmm yea then we went off to the coffee shop and we ate alot man. i tell wats the food . a whole chicken , soup , vegetables dunno wat , fried prawns with crumbs , sweet and sour fish and pork . wow and it was share by 8 ppl . and we paid 6 dollars only wow amazing how God is working hahaha :)
hmm then we set off to a block and wrote our say . the break through we want to accomplish and we walked over to a field near springfield and float thepapaer ballon shaped with a hard fuel fire in the middly jsut like in taiwan they float their wishes,. ahhahaha
it was so memorable whoo. then yea took pictures etc.
then me grace and li xuan set off to take bsus home . (69) then i was with the dh s group also so they want to pee i also want then grace went off to her sister hse then li xuan took bus 3. and the dhs and me went to go toilet hahahaha. im the last one who go out ps. shucks ahaha. ok then they all went off and zhi ying live near me haha cool man!
hmm yea then we took bus 39 and pei her go home .
then i went home bath till i fell clean hahaha! then sms ppl and sleep.
erm yea i am really thank ful to God how He blessed our day .
i know new friends and got to know them and it was amazing and fun!
i love EAST forever .
well thats all
bye~
Wednesday, June 16, 2010
i heart east
today gonna be a great day and fun day in my life we will be having east day filled with games food and laughter hahaha :) oh well GOD bless us all.
Sunday, June 13, 2010
yesterday service
yesterday service was truth telling :) yea we do need to hear and say the truth but in a good way taht makes the person builds up not pull down. we need to say the truth with love.
yea~~
after sevice we went to plaza sing i ate chicken dunno wat(indo food)
then the follow upers and the rest gone to fort canning park i think? the rest of us gone to istana park to play some cards. for a while then we gone hom. but i meet wani ila hakin and kuan boon under his blk. then yea i tried to pierce my tounge but then senget damn :( hahah nxt time la.
hmm then go pei wani to macpherson(her hse) then gone to senkang (her grandma hse) then i tried to rush for my 109 to go home. the end no more bus shucks then i tried many taxi driver if they can send me to pasir ris then the end i called justina to ask her how (using a stranger phone ) then yea she said just tell the unlce u only got 5 dollars to go pr. then yea thank God got on e uncle very kind so yep came home safely :) then chat wif joseph and calista till 1 am plus
today morning . woke up 12 noon. then lazy do anything and watched tv contacte yy wher is she cos i meeting her today then i cleaned my hse toilet then bath then gone to yaRnyu hse :)
talk all those then i go pei her to meet uls for dinner wif dennis then i left whoo!
tried to contact ppl to slack but the end none hahaha! so went home and now using com
thats all tmr f n n I REALLY NEED TO RUSH COS I LOST MY THUMB DRIVE
wat i leart today is LETS PUT ALL OUR INSECURITIES TO GOD. AMEN!
thats all folks bye ~
yea~~
after sevice we went to plaza sing i ate chicken dunno wat(indo food)
then the follow upers and the rest gone to fort canning park i think? the rest of us gone to istana park to play some cards. for a while then we gone hom. but i meet wani ila hakin and kuan boon under his blk. then yea i tried to pierce my tounge but then senget damn :( hahah nxt time la.
hmm then go pei wani to macpherson(her hse) then gone to senkang (her grandma hse) then i tried to rush for my 109 to go home. the end no more bus shucks then i tried many taxi driver if they can send me to pasir ris then the end i called justina to ask her how (using a stranger phone ) then yea she said just tell the unlce u only got 5 dollars to go pr. then yea thank God got on e uncle very kind so yep came home safely :) then chat wif joseph and calista till 1 am plus
today morning . woke up 12 noon. then lazy do anything and watched tv contacte yy wher is she cos i meeting her today then i cleaned my hse toilet then bath then gone to yaRnyu hse :)
talk all those then i go pei her to meet uls for dinner wif dennis then i left whoo!
tried to contact ppl to slack but the end none hahaha! so went home and now using com
thats all tmr f n n I REALLY NEED TO RUSH COS I LOST MY THUMB DRIVE
wat i leart today is LETS PUT ALL OUR INSECURITIES TO GOD. AMEN!
thats all folks bye ~
Thursday, June 10, 2010
chhose wat?`
I DUNNO WAT THE HELL I SHOULD CHOOSE LE.
my freaking father never give me money then
i need go lg then still need to pay money for the room etc -.- then youth thinng dunno wat i realyl want to go but my friends ask me to work today =.=
wah f up stress sia
eh can u jsut like spare time for me just to work wif me at least earlier?
cos i feel ur putting too much time for ur bf le. ur a human im ur friend . -.-
cos its inconvinient for me to work later cos i got meeeting la . but nvm i decided to go lg -.- wtv wtv wt vwt vwt vwtvwtv
GOD HELP ME to stand still stand for wats is rite
my freaking father never give me money then
i need go lg then still need to pay money for the room etc -.- then youth thinng dunno wat i realyl want to go but my friends ask me to work today =.=
wah f up stress sia
eh can u jsut like spare time for me just to work wif me at least earlier?
cos i feel ur putting too much time for ur bf le. ur a human im ur friend . -.-
cos its inconvinient for me to work later cos i got meeeting la . but nvm i decided to go lg -.- wtv wtv wt vwt vwt vwtvwtv
GOD HELP ME to stand still stand for wats is rite
Wednesday, June 2, 2010
today first day of work
today i woke up at 6 am :)
then i go bath then eat then i go justina hse reached at 750 haha early rite :)
then we waited for her cousinwhich she reached 940 -,- it was suppose to be 9 haha but nvm :) so we gone to ubi to work the pay was five feefty per hour ^^ so it was suppose to be 9 - 7 then over time until 10 wow ok it s just wrapping wine bottles and its not that tiring than f n b ghaha!
so yea after work we go down at justina house and i decided to overnite :) then we played monopoly deal and the game rules is so different to wat i play but nbm ... then now im at her hse going to sleep soon hehe
nothing else
thats all byee
love u GOd!
then i go bath then eat then i go justina hse reached at 750 haha early rite :)
then we waited for her cousinwhich she reached 940 -,- it was suppose to be 9 haha but nvm :) so we gone to ubi to work the pay was five feefty per hour ^^ so it was suppose to be 9 - 7 then over time until 10 wow ok it s just wrapping wine bottles and its not that tiring than f n b ghaha!
so yea after work we go down at justina house and i decided to overnite :) then we played monopoly deal and the game rules is so different to wat i play but nbm ... then now im at her hse going to sleep soon hehe
nothing else
thats all byee
love u GOd!
Friday, May 28, 2010
gone wrong
damn i should nt have told u. but nvm its ok its not ur fault its me who is careless telling u.
well yupp u know it . i also dun have words to tell u of wat u had just replied me.
but wat i will do now is to do my best to FIGHT FOR WAT I LOVE.
time doesnt matter.
blablabla~
so lost of wats next to do-.-
well yupp u know it . i also dun have words to tell u of wat u had just replied me.
but wat i will do now is to do my best to FIGHT FOR WAT I LOVE.
time doesnt matter.
blablabla~
so lost of wats next to do-.-
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