How do i start..
well my life has been a total misery.My father wants me to leave the house cause i cant be under his control.he is right but not all right.why cant he give me some freedom? jjust like in Singapore how i wish i was still there.cigarettes,slacking,drinking are fun but somewhere i wonder i feel alone even im with my old friends,doing this tings without my you all i feel like its not worth it. All i can do now is wait........
Dear justina,
I know its hard to accept that im not here anymore but whatever its happening now in your life hope that your having funn.Live your life to the fullest ok? dont get hurt.dont get stuck in the elavator anymore im still in fb alive.always eat breakfast it helps alot in exams^^ i miss you buddy<3
Dear Min yi,
hello my eeyore haahah.i know your facing some problems in your life right now but i know you can overcome it.im sorry if im not here physically meeting you up or txting you to cheer you up.But im here alwayys in your heart.Dont worry ill comeback and well last tgt in singapore ^^dont replace me with other ok?im uniqe in your life i know hehehe, i love you my bestfriend<3
Dear joey,
I miss our slacking and smoking and quarreling with ciggy hahaha! well i think you found new friends treasure them ok and always take care. and dont like emo till so many hours you must eat! miss you bra! :P <3
ill end here for now.
peace out ~
Monday, May 23, 2011
Wednesday, March 30, 2011
PHILIPINES.(cousins vs. friends.)
Well,the first day of my own country was awesome but horrible. if you don't get it you don't know me :P
while i was at the aeroplane guess what i keep laughing at all those things and letters you all gave me.well the turtle given by umira haha i still dont get it why i do look like a turtle to her .the old letter i gave to germaine it was so freaking funny.And many more.(just lazy to type haha)
Thank God that my ear did not had any problems so i sleep in the whol trip i woke up and saw this beautiful sunset up the sky.well when i look at it i almost cried because this means its getting dark and all my normal life doing in singapore was over.
And so i reached the destination.Sadly no one had come to fetch me :( ecxept my uncel drives.
then went straight to Fontana resort.And celebrated my Ahkong and auntie birthday.and well everyone of the family member from 8 children of my grandma and grandpa to the children of some of my cousins.
And for once i was happy! Cos all of them are there but sad because they are shocked for who i have become. well yea eat,play,drink and fellowship with my relatives.And yea me and my girlfriends(female cousins) had fun especially my auntie shirley we both get drunk haha! omgomg funniest joke that day.
And i slept beside my cousin ate candy and ate khay. guess what woke up with myself sleeping and my parents left me! :( like what the heck??! hahha well its normal for me in the past. so its alrigth. so i woke up and sang karaoke at the villa.then swim. then we all are packed up and i went to my cousin house slept till like at night and my father fetched me.when i reached my house i missed my dog! there is no one to run to you scratch you bark at you waggling tail at you.so yea.
the next day went to my neighbour and they all still the same. well actually they are only from 10yrs old- 3 years old. can you beilive that?so yea really didnt want to slack with them.wait they dont even know how to slack omg!
So went with my cousins eat chicken and dunno what.(do you think i still remember the names of the food?>)
and yea after that went home change and get some clothes cos imi gonna over nite with them! yeyy.and didnt know that we are going to club!its damn funn! hahaha!music and everything.i drank a light vodka next beer and then lots and lots of shots! and guess what i was totally dead haha! but stil can dance on the dance floor.the name of the club was bossa and we went to another club named hacenda it was 2 am and we wanted to go mount pinatubo for a tour ealry in the morning of course it was too late so we continue there.and drank some more hardcore sia! and my best cousin named ate candy she was totally drunk and dont know what she is doing she come up the stage to dance herself and i cant do anything but take care of her that she wont fall! and yea was feeling wavy alr.and two of my cousins vormitted! Wah heng i didnt :P And my cousin friend was awsome i tell you he drank so much and stil can drive properly !!!
well yea he sent us home.the next day ate khay had a hangover hahaha. so we really didnt do much cos we woke up in the afternoon.so we ate lunch and gone to dunno where.slack for a while then we go straight clubbing again-,- omg!
we went to bossa again.then over nite at her house then send me home.it was alr 7 pm so i really didnt go out at neighbourhood instead sleep. the next day i went to other families to visit. then go home.then the next morning they call me out to club again they are totall crazy cousins!im lazy to type where and what happened to us.so the next day went to pandan over nite at my younger cousins.it was a great fun.but we nee to wake up early to go to mount pinatubo.
So we went there and we take 4x4 car.and the road was a bumpy ridE! and its freaking long it was like 1 hour and our butts are getting numb and numb. then we still need to trek up the mountain it was tiring but the end we reach there and its beautiful ! guess what forgot to tell you i was waering slipper cos i forgot to bring my shoes darn! so went back to the head office and so we bath and eat and went home.
well really tired to blog more so gonna end here for now :)
hope you know whats happening to me. well the bad things have yet to come so stay tuned :)
p.s all those drinks was paid by my great cousins haha! and the tour was free cos they all paid it omg omg! they rocks! THANKS :)
while i was at the aeroplane guess what i keep laughing at all those things and letters you all gave me.well the turtle given by umira haha i still dont get it why i do look like a turtle to her .the old letter i gave to germaine it was so freaking funny.And many more.(just lazy to type haha)
Thank God that my ear did not had any problems so i sleep in the whol trip i woke up and saw this beautiful sunset up the sky.well when i look at it i almost cried because this means its getting dark and all my normal life doing in singapore was over.
And so i reached the destination.Sadly no one had come to fetch me :( ecxept my uncel drives.
then went straight to Fontana resort.And celebrated my Ahkong and auntie birthday.and well everyone of the family member from 8 children of my grandma and grandpa to the children of some of my cousins.
And for once i was happy! Cos all of them are there but sad because they are shocked for who i have become. well yea eat,play,drink and fellowship with my relatives.And yea me and my girlfriends(female cousins) had fun especially my auntie shirley we both get drunk haha! omgomg funniest joke that day.
And i slept beside my cousin ate candy and ate khay. guess what woke up with myself sleeping and my parents left me! :( like what the heck??! hahha well its normal for me in the past. so its alrigth. so i woke up and sang karaoke at the villa.then swim. then we all are packed up and i went to my cousin house slept till like at night and my father fetched me.when i reached my house i missed my dog! there is no one to run to you scratch you bark at you waggling tail at you.so yea.
the next day went to my neighbour and they all still the same. well actually they are only from 10yrs old- 3 years old. can you beilive that?so yea really didnt want to slack with them.wait they dont even know how to slack omg!
So went with my cousins eat chicken and dunno what.(do you think i still remember the names of the food?>)
and yea after that went home change and get some clothes cos imi gonna over nite with them! yeyy.and didnt know that we are going to club!its damn funn! hahaha!music and everything.i drank a light vodka next beer and then lots and lots of shots! and guess what i was totally dead haha! but stil can dance on the dance floor.the name of the club was bossa and we went to another club named hacenda it was 2 am and we wanted to go mount pinatubo for a tour ealry in the morning of course it was too late so we continue there.and drank some more hardcore sia! and my best cousin named ate candy she was totally drunk and dont know what she is doing she come up the stage to dance herself and i cant do anything but take care of her that she wont fall! and yea was feeling wavy alr.and two of my cousins vormitted! Wah heng i didnt :P And my cousin friend was awsome i tell you he drank so much and stil can drive properly !!!
well yea he sent us home.the next day ate khay had a hangover hahaha. so we really didnt do much cos we woke up in the afternoon.so we ate lunch and gone to dunno where.slack for a while then we go straight clubbing again-,- omg!
we went to bossa again.then over nite at her house then send me home.it was alr 7 pm so i really didnt go out at neighbourhood instead sleep. the next day i went to other families to visit. then go home.then the next morning they call me out to club again they are totall crazy cousins!im lazy to type where and what happened to us.so the next day went to pandan over nite at my younger cousins.it was a great fun.but we nee to wake up early to go to mount pinatubo.
So we went there and we take 4x4 car.and the road was a bumpy ridE! and its freaking long it was like 1 hour and our butts are getting numb and numb. then we still need to trek up the mountain it was tiring but the end we reach there and its beautiful ! guess what forgot to tell you i was waering slipper cos i forgot to bring my shoes darn! so went back to the head office and so we bath and eat and went home.
well really tired to blog more so gonna end here for now :)
hope you know whats happening to me. well the bad things have yet to come so stay tuned :)
p.s all those drinks was paid by my great cousins haha! and the tour was free cos they all paid it omg omg! they rocks! THANKS :)
Tuesday, January 18, 2011
New leaf
ok firstly , yesterday was the most downpoint of my life. like seriously everything slowly just go away.but still i say to God what ever His plans is i will obey even though its not in my comfort zone.so for the whole night i have been crying till very 2 am plus plus.
the next day...
i was still in my emotional.then i gone to gym with jia min.then go ite eat then go help out with her lg. and i need to comfort my buddy.. but it is my pleasure to help her. and i will never leave her suffer alone.
but sooner after i go home i was so happy that no one can imagine how,
its like suddenly God can just turn everything away and upside down. i really think He jsut want to tell me that i must step out of my comfort Zone and serve Him and He will bless us greatly.THANK YOU God.!
You have teached me a valuable lesson and im ready to learn a new one!
P.s thanks jia min for peing me go gym.
p.s.s justina! cheer up it may takes a while to heal but you can conquer it yao! i will always be here with you not only technically but litterally every mornig yao!<3
the next day...
i was still in my emotional.then i gone to gym with jia min.then go ite eat then go help out with her lg. and i need to comfort my buddy.. but it is my pleasure to help her. and i will never leave her suffer alone.
but sooner after i go home i was so happy that no one can imagine how,
its like suddenly God can just turn everything away and upside down. i really think He jsut want to tell me that i must step out of my comfort Zone and serve Him and He will bless us greatly.THANK YOU God.!
You have teached me a valuable lesson and im ready to learn a new one!
P.s thanks jia min for peing me go gym.
p.s.s justina! cheer up it may takes a while to heal but you can conquer it yao! i will always be here with you not only technically but litterally every mornig yao!<3
Tuesday, September 28, 2010
mug.finish.free
ok currently im mugging for this past two weeks.need to really pass my n. haha .
i want to go ite take culinary . but i need eng a-d and two pass subjects :D
ok not so much about it
after n levels i am going to work earn money and learn DRUMS!!!!!!
WHOOOO!
ok i am so excited about it.
haha after that im going to phil to go vaccation and buy alots alots of thingys!
ok thats all haha.
i should not get too excited bye!
this is a cool stick with Jesus drums sticks
wood:
Oak or Hickory on the other hand are a
bit more sturdy and widely accepted as reliable and able to hold up to long term, rigorous drumming.
Selecting your Drumsticks may be more involved than you think. First off, what type of band will you
be playing in primarily? This will help you select the correct size. If it's a heavy metal band or a marching
band, you'll need thicker drumsticks to withstand the heavy abuse they will take. Drumsticks come in all different sizes. Larger drumsticks sizes are normally a 5B or 2B size (2B is larger) and will usually last much longer than thinner sticks. If you play in a jazz band or light volumed pop band, you will want to go with a smaller stick size. Either a 7A (very thin) or a 5A (standard) will suffice. Of course, if you play many styles, you may find that a 5B is the most suited for you because a 5B drumstick is versatile. Of course there are also custom drumstick sizes that vary due to the artist's individual custom specifications (found under "signature drumsticks").
i want to go ite take culinary . but i need eng a-d and two pass subjects :D
ok not so much about it
after n levels i am going to work earn money and learn DRUMS!!!!!!
WHOOOO!
ok i am so excited about it.
haha after that im going to phil to go vaccation and buy alots alots of thingys!
ok thats all haha.
i should not get too excited bye!
cool nylon man! :D
some info about drumstick.
Oak or Hickory on the other hand are a
bit more sturdy and widely accepted as reliable and able to hold up to long term, rigorous drumming.
Selecting your Drumsticks may be more involved than you think. First off, what type of band will you
be playing in primarily? This will help you select the correct size. If it's a heavy metal band or a marching
band, you'll need thicker drumsticks to withstand the heavy abuse they will take. Drumsticks come in all different sizes. Larger drumsticks sizes are normally a 5B or 2B size (2B is larger) and will usually last much longer than thinner sticks. If you play in a jazz band or light volumed pop band, you will want to go with a smaller stick size. Either a 7A (very thin) or a 5A (standard) will suffice. Of course, if you play many styles, you may find that a 5B is the most suited for you because a 5B drumstick is versatile. Of course there are also custom drumstick sizes that vary due to the artist's individual custom specifications (found under "signature drumsticks").
Tuesday, September 21, 2010
love bow
this is my lates blog for now haha my b.levels are coming up i dont even play games anymore huhu.ok that sucks
lol ..
hmm nothing much happened gone to dennis wedding and gwen.
and leanred alot of things about this blue bow i bought /
it was my first ever bow in my whole life.and i fell in love with it but in two days i lost it.
sooner or later God reminded me to let go and let God.this really strike me. why cant i let go of many things that i dont need and its bad for me? haha . yea i should .even though otherppl might laugh at me but from now on ill change my heart mindset that im always complete with God.
hey joey...
if your reading this it will be cool. haha
ok . i am sorry if i keep pushing you to chnage and take the quest.but just to let you know that i am so hurt why cant you lsiten???????
camp is a good time for breakthruogh yes ,, but it doesnt mean all along this year except camp you cant breaktrhough right? haha yea . but its still your decision. oh yea you know your self very well but not everything you know about yourself because there are times that you dont see that this is you .so only God do.
so i jsut want to encourage you that the time for a change is now.lets do it together man! lets build this friendship with God in the middle.and spread the word of God. ppl may laugh but we are safe in Gods hand.lets jia you!
Now im going off to spot to study.. i need to get ready for my n levels even though its quite late to study ill do my best of my very best.rhis is for the kingdom of God!
thats all signing off bye~
66304705683 (t9)
Sunday, September 5, 2010
n level
well actually i try not to go for any ministry either im lazy or i need to meet my friends.
ok blah
this is really going to no wer,im lost hahahaha
bye!
ok blah
this is really going to no wer,im lost hahahaha
bye!
Monday, August 30, 2010
I hate Mondays
actually im now at home rotting bcause its too late to go school lol!
ok
i just hate Mondays because mostly ppl dont go school one hahahaha!
later i will be meeting J to study at spot and play drums omg cant wait for it!
i hope God can help us to nourish otu friendship back again :)
thanks God and thanks to meiling she is the reason we are in peace again ,
same old days BUT BETTER!
yea
signing off bye
ok
i just hate Mondays because mostly ppl dont go school one hahahaha!
later i will be meeting J to study at spot and play drums omg cant wait for it!
i hope God can help us to nourish otu friendship back again :)
thanks God and thanks to meiling she is the reason we are in peace again ,
same old days BUT BETTER!
yea
signing off bye
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