psalms 23 e LORD is my SHEPHERD

Mind

2011-05-23T11:24:00.000+08:00

How do i start..

well my life has been a total misery.My father wants me to leave the house cause i cant be under his control.he is right but not all right.why cant he give me some freedom? jjust like in Singapore how i wish i was still there.cigarettes,slacking,drinking are fun but somewhere i wonder i feel alone even im with my old friends,doing this tings without my you all i feel like its not worth it. All i can do now is wait........

Dear justina,

I know its hard to accept that im not here anymore but whatever its happening now in your life hope that your having funn.Live your life to the fullest ok? dont get hurt.dont get stuck in the elavator anymore im still in fb alive.always eat breakfast it helps alot in exams^^ i miss you buddy<3

Dear Min yi,

hello my eeyore haahah.i know your facing some problems in your life right now but i know you can overcome it.im sorry if im not here physically meeting you up or txting you to cheer you up.But im here alwayys in your heart.Dont worry ill comeback and well last tgt in singapore ^^dont replace me with other ok?im uniqe in your life i know hehehe, i love you my bestfriend<3

Dear joey,
I miss our slacking and smoking and quarreling with ciggy hahaha! well i think you found new friends treasure them ok and always take care. and dont like emo till so many hours you must eat! miss you bra! :P <3

ill end here for now.
peace out ~

PHILIPINES.(cousins vs. friends.)

2011-03-30T20:57:00.000+08:00

Well,the first day of my own country was awesome but horrible. if you don't get it you don't know me :P
while i was at the aeroplane guess what i keep laughing at all those things and letters you all gave me.well the turtle given by umira haha i still dont get it why i do look like a turtle to her .the old letter i gave to germaine it was so freaking funny.And many more.(just lazy to type haha)
Thank God that my ear did not had any problems so i sleep in the whol trip i woke up and saw this beautiful sunset up the sky.well when i look at it i almost cried because this means its getting dark and all my normal life doing in singapore was over.

And so i reached the destination.Sadly no one had come to fetch me :( ecxept my uncel drives.
then went straight to Fontana resort.And celebrated my Ahkong and auntie birthday.and well everyone of the family member from 8 children of my grandma and grandpa to the children of some of my cousins.
And for once i was happy! Cos all of them are there but sad because they are shocked for who i have become. well yea eat,play,drink and fellowship with my relatives.And yea me and my girlfriends(female cousins) had fun especially my auntie shirley we both get drunk haha! omgomg funniest joke that day.

And i slept beside my cousin ate candy and ate khay. guess what woke up with myself sleeping and my parents left me! :( like what the heck??! hahha well its normal for me in the past. so its alrigth. so i woke up and sang karaoke at the villa.then swim. then we all are packed up and i went to my cousin house slept till like at night and my father fetched me.when i reached my house i missed my dog! there is no one to run to you scratch you bark at you waggling tail at you.so yea.

the next day went to my neighbour and they all still the same. well actually they are only from 10yrs old- 3 years old. can you beilive that?so yea really didnt want to slack with them.wait they dont even know how to slack omg!

So went with my cousins eat chicken and dunno what.(do you think i still remember the names of the food?>)
and yea after that went home change and get some clothes cos imi gonna over nite with them! yeyy.and didnt know that we are going to club!its damn funn! hahaha!music and everything.i drank a light vodka next beer and then lots and lots of shots! and guess what i was totally dead haha! but stil can dance on the dance floor.the name of the club was bossa and we went to another club named hacenda it was 2 am and we wanted to go mount pinatubo for a tour ealry in the morning of course it was too late so we continue there.and drank some more hardcore sia! and my best cousin named ate candy she was totally drunk and dont know what she is doing she come up the stage to dance herself and i cant do anything but take care of her that she wont fall! and yea was feeling wavy alr.and two of my cousins vormitted! Wah heng i didnt :P And my cousin friend was awsome i tell you he drank so much and stil can drive properly !!!
well yea he sent us home.the next day ate khay had a hangover hahaha. so we really didnt do much cos we woke up in the afternoon.so we ate lunch and gone to dunno where.slack for a while then we go straight clubbing again-,- omg!
we went to bossa again.then over nite at her house then send me home.it was alr 7 pm so i really didnt go out at neighbourhood instead sleep. the next day i went to other families to visit. then go home.then the next morning they call me out to club again they are totall crazy cousins!im lazy to type where and what happened to us.so the next day went to pandan over nite at my younger cousins.it was a great fun.but we nee to wake up early to go to mount pinatubo.

So we went there and we take 4x4 car.and the road was a bumpy ridE! and its freaking long it was like 1 hour and our butts are getting numb and numb. then we still need to trek up the mountain it was tiring but the end we reach there and its beautiful ! guess what forgot to tell you i was waering slipper cos i forgot to bring my shoes darn! so went back to the head office and so we bath and eat and went home.
well really tired to blog more so gonna end here for now :)
hope you know whats happening to me. well the bad things have yet to come so stay tuned :)

p.s all those drinks was paid by my great cousins haha! and the tour was free cos they all paid it omg omg! they rocks! THANKS :)

New leaf

2011-01-18T21:51:00.000+08:00

ok firstly , yesterday was the most downpoint of my life. like seriously everything slowly just go away.but still i say to God what ever His plans is i will obey even though its not in my comfort zone.so for the whole night i have been crying till very 2 am plus plus.

the next day...
i was still in my emotional.then i gone to gym with jia min.then go ite eat then go help out with her lg. and i need to comfort my buddy.. but it is my pleasure to help her. and i will never leave her suffer alone.
but sooner after i go home i was so happy that no one can imagine how,
its like suddenly God can just turn everything away and upside down. i really think He jsut want to tell me that i must step out of my comfort Zone and serve Him and He will bless us greatly.THANK YOU God.!
You have teached me a valuable lesson and im ready to learn a new one!

P.s thanks jia min for peing me go gym.
p.s.s justina! cheer up it may takes a while to heal but you can conquer it yao! i will always be here with you not only technically but litterally every mornig yao!<3

mug.finish.free

2010-09-28T12:36:00.002+08:00

ok currently im mugging for this past two weeks.need to really pass my n. haha .
i want to go ite take culinary . but i need eng a-d and two pass subjects :D
ok not so much about it

after n levels i am going to work earn money and learn DRUMS!!!!!!

WHOOOO!
ok i am so excited about it.
haha after that im going to phil to go vaccation and buy alots alots of thingys!
ok thats all haha.
i should not get too excited bye!

this is a cool stick with Jesus drums sticks

cool nylon man! :D

some info about drumstick.

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love bow

2010-09-21T18:43:00.001+08:00

reach out.

this is my lates blog for now haha my b.levels are coming up i dont even play games anymore huhu.ok that sucks
lol ..
hmm nothing much happened gone to dennis wedding and gwen.
and leanred alot of things about this blue bow i bought /
it was my first ever bow in my whole life.and i fell in love with it but in two days i lost it.
sooner or later God reminded me to let go and let God.this really strike me. why cant i let go of many things that i dont need and its bad for me? haha . yea i should .even though otherppl might laugh at me but from now on ill change my heart mindset that im always complete with God.

hey joey...
if your reading this it will be cool. haha
ok . i am sorry if i keep pushing you to chnage and take the quest.but just to let you know that i am so hurt why cant you lsiten???????
camp is a good time for breakthruogh yes ,, but it doesnt mean all along this year except camp you cant breaktrhough right? haha yea . but its still your decision. oh yea you know your self very well but not everything you know about yourself because there are times that you dont see that this is you .so only God do.
so i jsut want to encourage you that the time for a change is now.lets do it together man! lets build this friendship with God in the middle.and spread the word of God. ppl may laugh but we are safe in Gods hand.lets jia you!

Now im going off to spot to study.. i need to get ready for my n levels even though its quite late to study ill do my best of my very best.rhis is for the kingdom of God!

thats all signing off bye~

66304705683 (t9)

n level

2010-09-05T11:54:00.001+08:00

well actually i try not to go for any ministry either im lazy or i need to meet my friends.
ok blah

this is really going to no wer,im lost hahahaha
bye!

I hate Mondays

2010-08-30T10:27:00.000+08:00

actually im now at home rotting bcause its too late to go school lol!
ok
i just hate Mondays because mostly ppl dont go school one hahahaha!
later i will be meeting J to study at spot and play drums omg cant wait for it!
i hope God can help us to nourish otu friendship back again :)
thanks God and thanks to meiling she is the reason we are in peace again ,
same old days BUT BETTER!
yea
signing off bye

nothing is up

2010-08-27T22:28:00.000+08:00

im tired once again-.-
its every time not always
n level is coming up ,, and i really dunno if i should be really starting to get back with God or study first.
it can be both but i cant .
do really God can help me in studies if i come back with him bcause i cant even memorize things no matter how .. i always forget it seriously i suck.

so now i decided to quit smoking and start a new life..
this doesnt matter who will know its about my self.

blah thats end

bye~
ill fast from smoking and eating meat ..... Help me Oh God

HELLO(:

2010-08-25T21:33:00.004+08:00

WANI hereeeeeeeeeeee! Hahaaaaaa! surprisedddddddd!:DDDDDD
Im here to post something for my dear friend J.O.Y! yeayeayea.
So actually i dun really have something to say, but, thanks for accompany me go Bubbletea Shop just now!
hahahha! Okay, i know im LAME. Bye! Have a nice day! :D

BORING DAY!

2010-08-20T11:58:00.000+08:00

ok today i should be sending my friend go skul but i overslept and taht sucks hahaha!
then now dunno wat to do later gg to justina house to fetch zl from her skul :)

heeeeee nothing much bye!

NO school!

2010-08-19T13:54:00.002+08:00

ok STEP UP 3 is here! who want to watch it with me ? :DD haha!

wee today sleep like mad from 12 am till 12 pm cool cool.
hmm then today my tenants rabbit gave birth of seven litlle cute rabbits haha!but one of them died:(

oh well so i wanted to have one and im trying to guess which one is better but all of them are cute. but one won my heart a very active and caring rabbit cool rite!!

ok i dunno if i can take care of it but for what i know i want it :)

hmm ok thats all im going spot later to play and study :) hahahaha!

chuting misadventures

LOVE :
joy ah chok

the rabbit that won my heart look like this :D

insecure.lost.stupid

2010-08-18T23:52:00.000+08:00

i lost my phone and thats so stupid lalalaalal. now its veh hard to find new one. grrrr.
hmm yupp. today i was late for skul and i came for my pre lims at 830 am and i only had a 1h30min to finish my f n n ... so i tried my best and i think its easy yao! after that slack a while in school and found karmin so i went home with her to change and we both are so wet. but i didnt regrett cos its fun hahaha! i think i need to understand why she dont like ppl touch her hair and always scold me in everything i do hahahah!

today was lifegroup. and it was great.we played band hero at germ hse first then set off to the central park :D

we played captains ball etc.. then i get forefeit which is to write our names in our but. oh well so i did some more my name is damn lone. hahaha while im doing it with jasm she say must continue but i veh ps. then i suddely doubt about her action some thing is fishy,.... and that is they are celebrating my spiritual birthday!!!!

HAPPY SPIRITUAL BIRTHDAY TO ME :D

my heart aint prepared but im really thankful that they celebrated it . or esle ive toatally forgotten that they had forgotten that is my spiritual bdae (get it?:))
hmm yupp . after everything me and jia min went off to spot and saw atwell and its cool that we have known each other quite well and open up a lil bit. yea yea.its damn cool.and today justine tell me that she will hepl me plan for my n level to revise isnt that cool ? :)

ok so i was sent home by justine baby car. thanks yao!
then go home change bath etc. and sms her.
i think im too insecure and i always think too much and thats is one of my weakness but i dunt mind bcos there is always room from improvement.
actually the girl im talking about to you is you yourself. i know ive known you not that long but there is jsut a spark there,,,, ill try my best to get to know you more and be with you more.:D
sorry for doubting that you are lying i think too much la dats why :(

erm thats all for today see ya all soon folk s:D

love
joy ah chok

Jealous

2010-08-14T00:10:00.000+08:00

HOWDY!haha . i have read some of other ppl blogs and im quite jealous about saying in their blog they want to finish the race with this particular ppl. how good they have been to them.blahblah

i just miss my exbuddy. seriously . i got mad of you ,you know and i feel like turning myself as an arch enemy myself to you . give you problems all those shit.block you in every contact since you drain me away from contacting you.u know what just take your time in your studies for your o levels and your ministry or watsoever. but i really pray that after that we can come back again and stay in contact.since we have our own ten commandments.we should not break it.im jealous of how you still can contact with other ppl that really makes you be close with them.i think im selfish blah . but what is one thing that u cant balance a time for me? haha is it bcause i always give you problem? damn true isnt?!then wat thing?
you really hurted me so much and i think i did stepped on your tail too?and cus of that my performance did really badly in my other friends my emotions are so moody.and i dun even think you can read this lor.blah like you heck care? wat ever i just want to blog it cos i want to tell the whole world of what kind of FUGGING BUDDY i am-.-

now , i dont really have a buddysister in Christ that can talk and rely on. so im living my life with outside friends which is really quite ok.but doing things toghter that aint right.

slowly, trying my best to get back on track with God.backslider always have a difficulty of sliding back,but in the end after you did you will feel more stronger than before.yea yea

NOW.is prelims and today didnt go for maths exams cos its pointless why should i go if i have nothing to answer? actually i woke up late and thought that even still got time its still worthless.
haha! nothing much tmr is ess and yea i really hope xiang yu can come :(

hmm thats the end of mee blogging. my new skin is damn nice today haha!lurbp it lotss~~

bye world .

unclaimed

2010-07-28T17:04:00.000+08:00

its been so long that i updated my blog...

oh well.
past ... i saw my ex while im in a trip for some stupid ite tour. etc blablabla.was really happey until i saw u girl. i dint know that i will meet you again. i let go of you alr. but in exchanged i wont woo and other girl at all. and yup i didnt until i saw you again and feel like taking you back.all of the sudden all my peaceful mind turn into a dreadful pain.

yesterday(not really yesterday)
after everything i tought im not gonna find any one anymore.until i saw you.but ur important so i think the best way is to be just friends.since you love other ppl . i think i jsut came a little too late. haha but nvm . ill wait for the rite time.

today.
everybodie dun have cigg sia haha that the funny thing they think they are gonna die without smoking for one day-.- but its ok.so yupp nothing much in skul skipped maths with justina and ill misse ms tan she only left with one month for skul. and the sad part is last time she told me she want to talk in private and now i asked her what she want to talk about she told me im not gonna talk to you but in other wahys la. so WATEVER lor. my fluffy eyes is cos of you. a teacher and student relationship is rare in this generation haha.

!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
now a days God is really hitting me very ahrd and slowly. he keep talling me not to do it.and come back.
stubborness of mine is the problem.
even how much i want to help and go back church devil is really trying to pull me back down
i hate that when happen.

nothing much to say. so i think i sahll study in my pre lims and n lvls.
bye
~peace out

i heart east

2010-06-17T11:45:00.000+08:00

it started by sitting down in the staduim talking while the rain is raging hahaha!

yes it was raining oh man how? so we played pac man and ghost . then we playes this chinese game tht must find a food the name the last word and they gave us the word soya bean(in chinese) then yes lets start. im at group five. hahaha its funny cos we gone to walk in prime and the rest are in tamp mall etc whahahaksz!
then yea i dunno wat chinese they are talking but its alrite i talk to some ppl and got to know them. i knew a new friend of mine ZI YING! haha she is fun to be with and funny oh and cute hehe.
then after we bought they say they cant find anything so we say we want do forfiet. and we did. haha. i feel bad cos i cant help that much in chinese but only in helping them guide the way haha.

ok so yea the end we lose but its ok. we reached in tamp stadium ate chicken rice etc. and got to know my group ppl. then yea we settle down play some games and wait for the real games.

and yea the games was so wet and muddy i love it :) hehe and my bro alfon was super fun hahaha! ok then me and chu ting go in first cos my legs are really in pain . then yea we wash up first etc and wait for the ppl to come back. thank God for u chu ting :)

hmm yea then we went off to the coffee shop and we ate alot man. i tell wats the food . a whole chicken , soup , vegetables dunno wat , fried prawns with crumbs , sweet and sour fish and pork . wow and it was share by 8 ppl . and we paid 6 dollars only wow amazing how God is working hahaha :)

hmm then we set off to a block and wrote our say . the break through we want to accomplish and we walked over to a field near springfield and float thepapaer ballon shaped with a hard fuel fire in the middly jsut like in taiwan they float their wishes,. ahhahaha

it was so memorable whoo. then yea took pictures etc.
then me grace and li xuan set off to take bsus home . (69) then i was with the dh s group also so they want to pee i also want then grace went off to her sister hse then li xuan took bus 3. and the dhs and me went to go toilet hahahaha. im the last one who go out ps. shucks ahaha. ok then they all went off and zhi ying live near me haha cool man!
hmm yea then we took bus 39 and pei her go home .
then i went home bath till i fell clean hahaha! then sms ppl and sleep.

erm yea i am really thank ful to God how He blessed our day .
i know new friends and got to know them and it was amazing and fun!
i love EAST forever .

well thats all
bye~

i heart east

2010-06-16T08:54:00.001+08:00

today gonna be a great day and fun day in my life we will be having east day filled with games food and laughter hahaha :) oh well GOD bless us all.

yesterday service

2010-06-13T19:53:00.000+08:00

yesterday service was truth telling :) yea we do need to hear and say the truth but in a good way taht makes the person builds up not pull down. we need to say the truth with love.
yea~~

after sevice we went to plaza sing i ate chicken dunno wat(indo food)
then the follow upers and the rest gone to fort canning park i think? the rest of us gone to istana park to play some cards. for a while then we gone hom. but i meet wani ila hakin and kuan boon under his blk. then yea i tried to pierce my tounge but then senget damn :( hahah nxt time la.

hmm then go pei wani to macpherson(her hse) then gone to senkang (her grandma hse) then i tried to rush for my 109 to go home. the end no more bus shucks then i tried many taxi driver if they can send me to pasir ris then the end i called justina to ask her how (using a stranger phone ) then yea she said just tell the unlce u only got 5 dollars to go pr. then yea thank God got on e uncle very kind so yep came home safely :) then chat wif joseph and calista till 1 am plus

today morning . woke up 12 noon. then lazy do anything and watched tv contacte yy wher is she cos i meeting her today then i cleaned my hse toilet then bath then gone to yaRnyu hse :)
talk all those then i go pei her to meet uls for dinner wif dennis then i left whoo!
tried to contact ppl to slack but the end none hahaha! so went home and now using com

thats all tmr f n n I REALLY NEED TO RUSH COS I LOST MY THUMB DRIVE

wat i leart today is LETS PUT ALL OUR INSECURITIES TO GOD. AMEN!

thats all folks bye ~

chhose wat?`

2010-06-10T12:05:00.000+08:00

I DUNNO WAT THE HELL I SHOULD CHOOSE LE.
my freaking father never give me money then
i need go lg then still need to pay money for the room etc -.- then youth thinng dunno wat i realyl want to go but my friends ask me to work today =.=
wah f up stress sia
eh can u jsut like spare time for me just to work wif me at least earlier?
cos i feel ur putting too much time for ur bf le. ur a human im ur friend . -.-
cos its inconvinient for me to work later cos i got meeeting la . but nvm i decided to go lg -.- wtv wtv wt vwt vwt vwtvwtv
GOD HELP ME to stand still stand for wats is rite

today first day of work

2010-06-02T01:35:00.000+08:00

today i woke up at 6 am :)
then i go bath then eat then i go justina hse reached at 750 haha early rite :)
then we waited for her cousinwhich she reached 940 -,- it was suppose to be 9 haha but nvm :) so we gone to ubi to work the pay was five feefty per hour ^^ so it was suppose to be 9 - 7 then over time until 10 wow ok it s just wrapping wine bottles and its not that tiring than f n b ghaha!
so yea after work we go down at justina house and i decided to overnite :) then we played monopoly deal and the game rules is so different to wat i play but nbm ... then now im at her hse going to sleep soon hehe

nothing else

thats all byee
love u GOd!

gone wrong

2010-05-28T12:49:00.000+08:00

damn i should nt have told u. but nvm its ok its not ur fault its me who is careless telling u.
well yupp u know it . i also dun have words to tell u of wat u had just replied me.
but wat i will do now is to do my best to FIGHT FOR WAT I LOVE.
time doesnt matter.

blablabla~
so lost of wats next to do-.-

disapointed

2010-05-27T17:11:00.000+08:00

today i woked up around 650 means im late so i just puposley cook food for myself haha so i can be more longer :) then i chat wif my good friends minyi miss u lots :)
erm then wat ar. oh yea i came around 920 am no need run hahah! nice excuse joy, then all my chinese fwends not in skul and its so freaking god damn boring.-.- then recess evrybody no cigg two ppl oni left satubatang haha! then just smoke lor no choice . but thank anyway then saw miss tan in the class and i still dunno what she want to talk to me about my heart beats very fast when i rem it . hmm so go assembly hot hot hot. nothing much go seven eleven then slack there for a while bought new pack .. walan neh i t think it will be finished before camp lor. nvm andyways i found a good but quite tiring job but its ok just to earn money for malaysia woots:D

hmm.. then me wani and the guy dunno wat name took bus 8 then we two go tamp one and now im at home cos she need meet her fwend and later meeting them at northd park nothing much.

im so dissapointed when u said promise to meet me afternoon. wah lou . i chop time first them still want to go out with other fwends haizz nvm next time lor.

byeeeeeeeee

Laughing at myself

2010-05-25T19:11:00.000+08:00

its been so long since i blog again im so stubborn hahaha

anyways
today woke up late alrd (6.20am) and i bath for 10 min can u believe that i was rushing until i nearly forget about all those f n n ten year series.

hmmms ,,

then i reached shool but im feeling tired and dizy damn -.-
so yea skul started then we still need to assemble to the hall for some stupid june holiday meet ups dunno wat thing. fuck u man i better stay back 4 f n n than any other subjects
so yea after that was chem i never listen to the teacher but me and justina try to make a time plan and saving time plan for this coming JUNE 12 we are going to MALAYSIA this will be my FIRST TIME in my life going there im so excited . me justina zhi ling and eileen woots thats totally cool 0.0

ok so where was i oh yea hmm after my chem is phy so we two idoits go smoke for a while jsut a half stick so i can revive my self just now morning also never smoke-.- then came back to class and i slept for a while

it was recess i was really planning not to eat bbut in the end im so hungry till i used my money to buy a sandwhich hahaha. as per normal smoke i LIL bit then go up for my f n n whoo but some thing jsut spoiled my mood of doing my coursework/....

FUCKING FIRE DRILL ! nb cb u fire drill i want to dig u to the centre of the earth and do ur activities there knn!
when the ring bells i was shouting like FIIIIAAARRRREE!!! RED ALERT!! AAA HAHAH! and yup as per normal it was farine lol. i was so high that until my teacher hold my ear and walk me to the shcool field that was really funny .
its was AMAZINGLY HOOOTT!!! my shoe s are like melting to the max. i just stand up there waititng to be called up and go gogo
so yea we are back to the lab me and ms.Leow stay outside for a while so we wont get sick lol!
so yup after f n n mother tognue they played some chinese game and i some how participated yeayea THATS ME ALRITE JOY THE CHINESE LEARNER :P

so after skul waited to be lined up for english oral exams and guess wat i was supposed to be the first but i become the 8th whoohoo! im so thank ful about tat :)
ok after everthing wen t with justina and bla bal who ever the caller is or the one who complain fuck ur mom biatch!
ur so lame
hahah , then yea there this MACHAM MAN THAT ACT GOT LANCHAO and still wanna chop in to a GIRLS TALK. SERIOUSLY ARE U A GAY?!

oh yea until now haven resolve just waiting for them to meet us . cant wait for fri,..
BUT IM WARNING U IF U EVER TOUCH MY BUDDY OR MY DAUGHTER IM GONNA KICK UR FAKE LANCHAO UNTIL U R FAKE SPERMS COME OUT AND U CANT GIVE SPERM TO UR SHORT LOVVY PIE-.-

oh well that all for today .
oh yea hey daughter get well soon ok:)
anything just contact me even though i dun have prepaid ill do my best to reply u back thheehee love eeuuuuuu

thats all byeeeeee.

~~missing u so much but also getting more and more jealous about ur boyf~~

f n n

2010-05-12T22:48:00.000+08:00

today f n n hahaha! well i was late but i didnt care at all. haha but at lesas im on time for my mid year. if i rate the difficuly it will be 4/ 10 hahah . im so proud to be f n n student :) thanks MS LEOW for teaching me:)
~~~~~~~~~~~~

hmm after school i end at 937 am we go bk as per normal too bad wani aint there so need to wait for them then we go 400 plus around 11 beacuse we need to settle things i dunno why ppl must find tai ji then in the end suay nothing ahppen say sorry its like so boring -.- some more troublesome to other friends that kena screening by the police lamer sia. haiz i got late for lg today because of this stupid shit nah..

went to life group trying my best to smile and be enthu .
then i thnk its was so long and too much games i until i feel like sleeping damn it.
hiaya after lg play games then eat down at subway.

then went home with carin really have a great time with her she is so fun to be with :)

hmmmmmm really thanks for talking to me today

well tahts all no school tmr so i meeting carin befor she go school
taht alll byeeeeeeee
~~~~~~~~~~

sorry

2010-05-10T15:49:00.000+08:00

haha its been long time inever blog. anyways now is mid yea so yea i really think i did my best to study social study i was inspired by MS . TAN CHEW NGEE. LOL
she the best man haahha

after exams slack with wani they all i really do misssed justina :( so long never see her really hope she is ok
but anyways..... i just want to tell YOU! that im a good sensser and i can easly know if your lying or not its been how many time you lie to me. you told me your going somewhere but the end you are just going with the same ppl because you dowan me to folloe? hello you can tell me straight forward why make this situation get worst. haiz but never mind ill still treat you as friend keep all your secrets etc. i really hope you can change.

for another person.....
hey i know your busy in your o or what ever and i think its better for me to stay away from you or else we both get hurt and wtv. -.- i dunno le but i know its both fault? or what grr aaaaa wtv la.
i just want to tell you that i am really deeply hurt .
i cant beleive that you would trade a food for me? haha yea maybe your hungry just like isaac and jacob -._
in my heart it still hurts and it takes time to heal , but it believe it will leave a big scar on it.

good luck to your future buddy next time ireally hope you can take care and have fun with him or her. i realy hope you can take time to spend time with her or him yea
take care and always dun forget to shit lol!
let God decides if we can be buddy again i dunno.

heart

2010-03-08T14:48:00.000+08:00

i dunno whats the condition of my heart rite now....
ive tried to dont do things that ive been doing that realy destroy my life
i dunno..
!1st is lazyness
2nd is not whole heartedly
3rd have faith but no action -.-

i dunno lar..
restructure is the word now ..
ill miss my leaders i know haha.
but its time to move on :)^^

its hard for me to accept it until now i dont accept it yet.. really i cant ACCEPT what is the TRUTH

blablablablavblabal~!!!!!!!!!!!!

ok later i meeting justina pack her hse haha :) ok well yupp thats all bye ^^

~~im a lost sheep~~

im back

2010-03-05T23:27:00.000+08:00

long time no see ppl .:)
hmm well lately just not a good day i been suspended by my childish act fought with some fwends and kena beaten p by my freakking father seriously what kind of father is he nah but he is still my father :(

well really thanks for my shepherd for all thsoe help my best buddy in the wordl min yi being my listening ear even though she got common test tmr haha :) and my besfwend justina for being my irritating lame yucky companion to be there thanks alor ppl ^^

well i have nothing to say i just came home from zhi ling hse to slack wif lisa and justina well yupp nothing els to say
ps . i miss u deeply

hello :)

2010-02-10T21:39:00.001+08:00

hmmm ....

ill be just blogging some of things that what place i am in my life

not doing well really.

things are just fcuk up.. all those..

im such a looser..

my parents dont really allow me go church or any activity in church:(then i need to go home STRAIGHT lei after skul -.- this is such a lame reason or law le

secondly

my spiritual life is just fcuk up lor.

many ppl have help me to come back and change some just started helping me.. some give up.

really thanks.. i dowan u all to help me anymore la. cos like i ver troublesome. and some more the decision is depends on me too.

thirdly..

my love for u baby,

i dunno maybe my likes for noW?

i dunno im not that clear of it. if im with u ill wont think of changing at all but continue to be with u.

but if im alone reflecting... ooopss! i did it again. .. i cant dont contact u one.

ur like a ciggarette that i cant tahan not to open up take a stick and light up. finish must take another again.

your such that too addictive

lastly.. i think i come church for just listening in the word but dont apply?

i come for lg for fellwoship and yupp.

i dunno>?

i tell u what happen today... i woke up rite it was 6: 19am

i chiong bath then took all my things out. then i took the box out my room.. i drunk milk grab some bread then go off.. guess what i forgot the box again! omt

well then i took bus 9 stop at the tamp stop wait for bus 8..

then came skul got assembly in parade square. haizz i cant sit down cos the line was too short and i dun like to sit infront one le...

after assembly. it was mr zaki class.. seriuosly i think i need to start studying chem even its so sibey hard la sial.

then it was maths what the heckk this the porb came. i go toilet for a while to do buisness then go back class

then thos bastards are just simple bastarad sabo me me lei. then mr tan ask me out to talk for a while lucky i put my box to my class mate whooohoo.... scary sia..

then recess see those ppl still ask me for a stick when they kena me ccb la!

then after recces was history boring as per normal.

then after that was physics velly funey mrs.tang the dm all those science teacher came to the lab and one teacher took video while we having class at lab very awkward sia.. then i try to joke around lucky that stupid principal never see me.. haha after that was english .. hahaha! i need to make a speech i was like roar! i can do this.. at first i cant stop laughing sia.. but i did my best and yupp it turn up well hope my grades are good ^^

after that finish skul whoohoo! then i pei justina to the block do buisness lol..

then go find my lg.. i also dunno why i want to go. then i see nafani andi dunno what the name

then stay at canteen for me to wait for my lg mem. then they said they want come for lg.. the end they dowan so me and jaslin go off to romantic mac.

the yupp after eating we go open plaza play games.. serously im fcuking tired sia!i got cca yeserday and my whole body is aching, wha laou.. then i push my self to play.. but when i laugh i feel better hahaha.

thanks to shixuan i can laugh out loud and make stupid things haha!

well yupp it ends here.

florence thanks for that reply.. i dunno how to reply u.but i think ur rite. ill try to change bit by bit. even im not whole heated i think sooner or later ill be better and stronger. thanks

hello

2010-01-21T17:37:00.002+08:00

sorry long time nvr post i will be changing my blog soon sorry sorry
:D

AT THE DOOR

2009-12-24T12:26:00.002+08:00

Lol
well today im going for the special service at the door cant wait for it
then go jes and flo hse overnite :D
then tmr christmas!!!:D

ok i gtg byee

motive

2009-12-20T00:39:00.000+08:00

Today i learned about our motives

what really our motives for every single thing
is it bad good nothing ?
i dunno but for myself i think i must be clear of my motive if its wrong then i must make it rite if its nothing then i must have motive a rite one:D
if my motive is for good then i want to make it more better yea
thats what i learnt today

signing off bye
:D

that really hurts

2009-12-18T22:52:00.000+08:00

somehow man fails
they will judge u
that really hurts u alot.
i cant believe it. what i learned from camp is CONNECT , GROW , SERVE
now im growing from connecting to God and ppl.
but also before u grow u must serve hello?!
then if i dun push myself and try to learn to do spiritual things even though its hard but i must also what?

so yea
just hate it when u do that :(
ble ble ble

i dunno what to say bye!

Campee

2009-12-18T02:17:00.000+08:00

Haha LEVEL up camp finish already 1 day have pass already :(
and yea haha i really think its meaningful but short of time :D

but still thank God for talking to me in camp even though my heart condition isnt that good

yep :D actaully i lazy post im in love with face book now:D
nvm :D
erm ye u wanna see pic see at face book :D
ok bye

i just watch narnia prince caspian again

2009-12-11T23:25:00.004+08:00

well yea i watch it again and i learned something new...

that
Let Go for you PAST
and start a new living and u will learn and grow ...
when the four of them decided to go and leave the place of narnia
and go back to their world ...
they founded a new hope that everything gonna be ok and u will have a better future .

just as ppl here today that we must let go and let God
haha is nt tat amazing omt!

can u let go like money? best friends?idols?love ones?or leave your place which all ur friends and family is der to a place u dunno ?

just to serve God ..

its hard yes...
but if u really love God we must,:D its not force but the heart to sacrifice and surrender everything :D

so yea thats what i learned this nite lol!

ok haha gtg bath soon bye
signing off :D
this is a soundtrack from the movie

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=G7uoC-YTQy8

cg stayover night

2009-12-10T16:20:00.000+08:00

CG yesterday ;
yesterday we went swimming .
then ate dinner together
then we go up cheryll hse
and we play games its really fun and we hav affirmation for each other.
well actually i just wanna say that

i really love my lg more and more :D

maybe there are still prob for some ppl .
but i wanna grow also.
i want to accept some ppl . and yea haha
i dunno what to say .....
i really pray will grow in quantity and quality

erm i think thats all i want blog i lazy.
if u want ask me then ask \:D
in a good and nice tone of voice lol!

ok well signing of bye ;D

JOY -Intense and especially ecstatic or exultant happiness

cleaning

2009-12-06T12:42:00.000+08:00

now im cleaning my house man :D
haha sunday i nothing to do .
so i wake up wash clothes pack things com :D
actually i felt God s presence when im cleaning and listening music :D
worship and praise really make me feel that God is somehow there :D
but i noe God is evrywhere i just need to open my eyes
well yea lor:D

while im cleaning im reflecting and learn new things from Him
cool rite haha.
one thing i learned is that no matter how hopeless u are.
u think that u cant make it.there is no answer or help will come ,
He told me to trust to Him :D
have faith in Him.
if i keep falling down ill try to get up and try again .
until i can stand .
yea !
haah .i felt that great joy in my heart that is hard to explain..
but yea im glad that He refresh me.

just like yesterday sermon.
that praying makes u refreshed again:D
i learned that regret is recognising ur walking in the wrong way but dont do anything about it.just regret.
repentance is when ur walking in the wrong path u stop then u turn 180 deg back :D
yea i want to apply that.
the more i pray pray pray the more i will know God and be Christ like .and grow

yea!
thats all
bye :D

today

2009-11-29T20:03:00.001+08:00

err i woked up 12pm .
eat choc
eat noguat
eat friuts
i think i eat too much sweets
i shall reduce this CHOCOLATE OBSESSION
meet my moms friend
sign up for this job tell u all what
i sign up for 3-5 yrs
cos i beleive that i can earn half million per month just these 5 years
cos its proven. they even have a rich cars like mercedes ferrari for FREE cos they are promoted to the highest rank just for 5 years
:D
haha its easy work not illigal at all
and some more its good for ur health its a herbal thingy any one interested contact me haha!
even u still studying its so easy seriously to do it even u still got n level lol

haha this franchise name is UNICITY

and there is alot of herbal things to help u improve ur health
ill post the pictures soon
haha tired ok bye

haha!

2009-11-25T19:39:00.001+08:00

ok since i cant blog that much i shall change my skin taadaa!
i like its its plain
but i really want that funky pic but too bad dun have o well :D
ok well enjoy looking at it while it last cos i always change skin one :D

my blog

2009-11-25T13:36:00.000+08:00

well yupp as u can see my blog is dead haha! ok well i dunno how to start
ermm maybe i blog soon cos im so busy doing my ownthings and lazy blog well yea hats all
bye
:D

fishing

2009-11-09T14:26:00.002+08:00

ok i just came home from fishing haha!
ok its so funyy ill blog soon
haha well later fishing again ok
well thats all bye :D

nov 7 2009

2009-11-08T10:20:00.000+08:00

haha:D
good morning blog
ok well today ill blog about yesterday service
waked up late so i chiong bath everything thank God i still reached in time
then go to the mrt , jeslin germaine and jasmine are there haha so we gone for nexus
then went for service
i dunno la i forgot my mterials for service im not prepared yet:(

so yea. then went to le meridian there
ate wanton mee...
seriuosly i love wanton mee more and more :)

then i think its quite boring that day :x
then i just sit there do nothing i feel like going home but cannot cos i lazy haha!

ok then went to ion orchard wah laou they left me alone there eh :(
haha well its ok .
then we allw ent there i very tired
ok i very lazy already cos its boring la
we did nothing fun :(

okok i shall not complain
haiz

ok signing off

bye :D

vivo and dinner :)

2009-11-07T00:37:00.002+08:00

haha well today waked up 9 am
and ate nothng cos not hungry la abu then?
ok then meet justina at pasir ris inter the buzz so called
then took mrt to outrampark mrt station waited for shafika at seven eleven
then go took bus go vivo . and meet joey at daiso seriously i dunno what tosay i shall not blog out what rubbish things just happend lol ask them its funny!
ok i shall not talk crap in this post
ok then after we bought so called things
we go straight to mount faber
few stairs only i we keep shouting cos its s o tiring
seriously i nearly die
they went there just to find the segar seed i dunno how to spell la
its a red seed ...
we walk whole round then u noe how far it is my legs are numb cos of walking lol!
and at last while we going back we found the seed
well yea we accomplish our goals

haha then go 7/11 again and bought food to makan
stay fro a while then took mrt back
joey and justina go straight to pasir ris cos got bbq with justina unit
then i wanted too but i meeting min yi
haha well its ok
i was suppose to meet her 540 then i came late
so i waited for her at small mac and guess what she is late for 40 min i feel like sleeping already also for waitng
horhor! fat mama ur late:P
ok then we go straight to kopitiam and treat her a dinner we ate western food niceee
:D then we go to popular to buy things
then we go century square to print photos then i pei her go home
and we stay to the playground for a while .
then we play play like childish like that like old same days :)
i miss those days haha!
ok then pei her to her block
then i gone home
i was suppose to ton with jsutina and joey so i waited then i very tired already for the whole day so i took bus 359 back home
so i didnt ton cos im tired and tmr is a big day saturday at hope church :)
so i dowan to come there face God tiredly
so sorry for not going :(

well yupp i really have a fun day today
now the four girls are now in one

JOY
JUSTINA
JOEY
JAFIKA(syafika)
all J-gurls are in the town!:)

haha and i really have a great time with u fat mama:P
i miss this types of going out do crazy stuff be ourselves ..doing things in a funnier way
scare each other laugh at each other take care of each other and love each other :D
i really missed u buddy :)
thanks for this day :)

well i shall sign off here
bye :D

start a new beggining

2009-11-03T10:26:00.000+08:00

well rite now im speechless cos i dunno what to blog about
but rite now im taking this step for me to come back to Him :)
yea by star of having he heart of obedience :)
im so happy rite now its inexplainable bbut yea
is like there is a pure joy in my hearthaha
well yea
im speechless just yea cos im to happy
haha ok
shall end here bye :)

CIP lol

2009-10-29T21:49:00.000+08:00

well today go skul then go up to the room and prepare for my CIP lol !
then our dance is cancelled cos i think its too hard for her to pop and dance manly and short of time so they dance woder girls - nobody of cos i didnt join lol
so i became the sound system women
and yea
we gone for the simei care center....
ppl are so nice and funny lol!
ok i mean in funny ways of cos they are fighting their illness and stand up again
so yea all those performance and blabla then last song is everybody sang the love story song
and yupp i thin we did great :)

and we took bus 5 then change to bus 8
and go skul again cos got recognition
yupp hahaha!

the got some recognition and gave us certificate
then we all go outside bk
and slack for a while then go mira house playground there
slack until 530
then go to aishia hse 413f i think? and watch tv but me use the massage chair ye man siok boodoo !
then go outside wif otheres cos the freaking father at home then ~ and talk and yupp
then go back then sms and serious about waf i said :)

yup err then ppl need go home soc very tired so i aslo took bus 28 stop near esso there
then me and justina took bus 81 then go home so tired then now blogging yupp thats all

hey baby i have this feelings for u just think bout it even its againts the law but we can do as we want just dont kena caught can liao haha!

ok will be waiting for that amazing yes sweet kiss ans warm hug

ok well here is the cert thats the only thing can post stupid hp

today ~sorry`

2009-10-26T22:20:00.001+08:00

haha sorry longtime nvr post cos i now seldomly used com quite boring lar!!! jkjk
ok well were do i start oh yea
morning go skul waited for justina to come cos boring sia siol then she also late what the fuck la haha
stupid bitch ok
ermm
yea go up to TOP room to wait for the bus and we took alot of pic too bad i no phone(regarding the phone i noe u mf! u took my phone ill just need abit more time to take it back from u and go smell in jail cb!)

haha then we campwhore and took some short video about what we learned in top its freking lame lol!
ok shall not talk crap then oh yea the girls and i go toilet and change
and go down to ride in the bus and guess what we gone for snow city whahahakz!
so super cold la come on!
then we slide slide slide until we feel like dying in the cold haha!
ok then we was trying to build snow man but in the end the boys desestroy the body so we have a snowball fight instead haha putra!(putri) u so fuckingly bullied good for u dun anyhow face me hor :@
ok then went back to tamp and eat kfc haha so full lol!
then after that we left and took bus 291 the whole group going for swimming so yea i nvr bring my swim suite so i need go back home hiazz

so yea go home take things and waited for her in my bus stop seriously im so hot cos of waiting 3 bus 81 pased by already and she came ,
she came down and took the same bus again so lame =.= haha!
then go tamp swimming complex swim haha we played games and yea so fun !!!
then after that we go mira near playground there slack haha me just lie down doing toots* and listening music while others playing skate board some just sit down and talk about e malay dooms day LOL
and jj played psp
then moslty everybody go home so early today like around 9 plus so grr..
then the rest sit there me syafika justina played truth or dare but we all play truth all the way haha!
ok all we ask is so craps com on

truth:

Qjoy:
have u ever hate anybody in the class b4
ajoy:
yes duh pohshen la abu?
Qjustina: how many percent u still like toot*?
ajustina:
81% hahahahhhahaha! (81%)
Qsyafika:did anyone toot* u b4?how many *?
asyafika: yes my ex err one only*
justina : hahaha syafika we asked u two quest dumb0
haha

yupp then after that we all took bus 81 hahahahahah!(81%)
i cant stop laughin la!
he is just beside u lol!
i noe ull be reading this harhar!
then yea go home played com lor..

yupp i think its quite long post so
i shall end here bye!:)
81 hahahahaha!

NUMB

2009-10-20T10:42:00.002+08:00

well exams are over and yea really hope to go up sec 4
yesterday guess what i slept 8 pm so wow ! freaking early!!!
haha well waked up 8 am today then watch tv open com play com duh as per normal...
today i wont be slacking with them
but today meeting minyi then until now cant decide go where hahaha!
ok well yea ..thats all bye :D
~~im having nightmare ... check out my BLOG and see what i am feeling now...zzz~~

~~broken hearted~~

loooonnnggg

2009-10-19T15:39:00.003+08:00

sorry again cos i dont blog that much,,,, hhahaha
ok well yea 4 days of tonning then go home eat sleep

im becoming more like a pig..zzzz

k signing off bye :D
~~it ends tonight~~

sorry

2009-10-11T22:29:00.000+08:00

i wont be blogging for some time cos yea my com got sometime prob or maybe go home late or exams...

toots bye bye

3a

2009-10-06T21:27:00.001+08:00

teachers day.....

haha long time ago but yea ill shall post...

yea evrybody was like....
rushing to decorate the class but the end nver finish haiyo...
just see the pictures la ....

haha well yea thats all... bye

h.e.a.r.t. o.f. o.b.e.d.i.e.n.c.e

2009-09-29T22:20:00.000+08:00

pray pray pray pray pray pray pray pray..........
repent repent repent repent repent repent .........change change change change change change...

HEART OF OBEDIENCE!

blah~!

2009-09-28T15:53:00.001+08:00

joey irritating now here muhahaah!

joke joke! ok studyin late soon blah~!
then go gym hahah muscle

im the man of this cg! yeah!~

2009-09-26T14:29:00.002+08:00

hahahahahah!!!

well i going for second service... tsk tsk...
lol
i very tired now..and lazy...
burp ok bye :D

You and Me

what day is it
and in what month
this clock never seemed so alive
I can't keep up
and I can't back down
I've been losing so much time

cause it's you and me and all of the people
with nothing to do
nothing to lose
and it's you and me and all of the people
and I don't know why
I can't keep my eyes off of you

all of the things that I want to say
just aren't coming out right
I'm tripping inwards
you got my head spinning
I don't know where to go from here

cause it's you and me and all of the people
with nothing to do
nothing to prove
and it's you and me and all of the people
and I don't know why
I can't keep my eyes off of you

there's something about you now
I can't quite figure out
everything she does is beautiful
everything she does is right

you and me and all of the people
with nothing to do
nothing to lose
and it's you and me and all of the people
and I don't know why
I can't keep my eyes off of you

you and me and all of the people
with nothing to do
nothing to prove
and it's you and me and all of the people
and I don't know why
I can't keep my eyes off of you

what day is it
and in what month
this clock never seemed so alive
~~cant stop thinking of you~~

archery

2009-09-25T21:54:00.000+08:00

haha well today after skul

with all my friends with my group la....

then we gone to elias cc and we play archery isnt that freaking cool haha!

well....

yeah its fun and i think im not that bad but great :D

haha well yeah tmrs service...
hehe well im going lol

ok bye good nites ppl :D

haizzz

2009-09-24T15:57:00.004+08:00

hello:D

well today as per normal ...
haha yea waked up go skul go home...
is nt that boring but i think i some how missed this kind of life...
after skul go home do things lor..if not sleep

haha well i nothing to blog much ...haha lol

ermmm yupyupp
i only got 13 DAYS LEFT before my final year man....

i need to study non stop haha! i hope i can really pass it...
od is with me.... muhaha!
ok thats all bye...

~~for expecting too much from you :(~~

today

2009-09-22T21:17:00.003+08:00

well today waked up... my head was spinning like a ball...
then yea changed brush teeth nvr eat breakfast in the bus really was tired..zzzzz

haha then sms then reached skul..
reached skul saw germ and jas while walking we bought food at canteen haha i bough milo..then ate my breakfast there theehee...

then class start first two period maths my private teacher never come so i slept at my class....
then after the second bell rings was p.e
didnt go cos i dun have p.e

so i go find Mr. sebastian at CRC room... man can sleep again...
i really thank God for mr.sebastian i can sleep .. and offer me hot milo ... sweet!

then woked up oh yea i with my friend syafika..
so yea woked up recess then nvr go down to canteen

i find germ and she said dat 3C wont be eating same timing from 3B and 3A .
i think its very hard to bond now.. when me and germ only eating together.. but i really pray that we will be still together eating together...

oh well
so yeah then go for my T.O.P programm..
mr.northern teach us how to make mind mapping... well i think its useful for me.. haha

then after skul with ann teng (A.T)haha!
cheryl and karmin and germ
then germ went off early then went off together with others

so yeah went took bus 15 then... gone to pasir ris inter...

haha go toilet then find my buddy haha... min yi

then saw sherm studying and dunno who from eastb
then went down help min yi for her guitar playing then some more go bird irriatating haha..
then yea ... we went to chicken rice store and ate.. got free drink i chose water cheznut but too bad dun have so they get me lime juice not bad..then min yi took coffee which is disgusting no milk

oh well was very full ...
then bought ice cream for both of us...
haha then we go up mac and packed up..and say bye..
then we took 21 i really feel so dizzy.. wah super tired.........

then stop at my bus... then go home...

haha well yeah.....
thats all bye =D
p.s JIA YOU SHERMAINE!
p.p.s min y im the man!

ill be holding u always and wont let go

lost

2009-09-20T01:29:00.003+08:00

hey its both misunderstanding or something called own opinion...or fact?

erm i think its good what that we are honest to each other but i feel abit akward and angry i dunno....

erm,,,

yeah i dowan this thing just to destroy our friendship=D

zzzzzzzzz ... speechless

missing u 

yo yo yo!

2009-09-18T22:23:00.005+08:00

today i waked up late...
cos yesterday was too busy to practice more for my beat box today so i forgot see the time .. haha so waked up late

then came to school around 9 am that was late haha!

ok then straight go class then recess guess what i ate

haha FOOD of cos... lol

then go to c n r room for the t.o.p. programm we studied enlish and science

well that time when the class is starting i lost my hp om my tian!
then the teachers searched and guess what

we never found it boohoo=(

well my heart is broken cos it has alot of memories and picture
and yea thank God for my lovely shepherd florence hehe
she help me settle things and there to tell me what to do and comforted me haha...
you rokcz shepherd!!!

then so yeah went with cheryll to her hse at simei bought nasi lemak for lunch..
went to her house go use com to practice more at least a bit more ..
then while practicing i sundenly spilled my food over my uniform,,,
haiz is nt that stupid
there go my 2.20 dolars..=(

haha so yeah we clean up and thank God for cheryl she lend me her pe shirt and jacket
clean one of cos lol!

then she pei me go mrt until somerset and she go back oh man im so touched hehe...
once again thak God for u cheryll

haha so yeah go to nexu and my heart is beating so fast that scarly i late lol
then came there no one is there yet so i cam uppp lvl 6 and saw jian hao and joshua practicing dance man they are damn good haha!

but dun worry ill be beter than them nxt time muhahaha!
haha so yeah waited for others justin and emmanuel at last came LATE haha kidding everybody is late
and then nigel and jun kai
then jason and joel

haha so we go nuxus and i was super scared later i paisei
haha then we started the beatbox first so yeah they want us to pick up numbers and guess what number i get its 2nd!

wah laou... was super nervous lor
hhaha so yeah first is justin then me...
haha then i did try my best at least and yeah i did it...
and of cos i need to improve more..

after beat box was dance so yeah its was totally cool!!!
haha nxt show case ill be doing dance already amen!

after evrything we prayed and go then i saw florence and jasmin
haha then say hi lor wad u think

then we go off we went to centre point long johns
i ate 2pc chiken dunno what i not familiar at long johns food thingy...hhaha

then went home with joel cos mostly of the others are north side
so yeah went home and play com hahah!

i really have fun with them and the show case was super fun even though its my first time its so cool i am looking forward to the next show case at december maybe before camp or even in camp what THE?! can u believe it during camp ppl can see oh my tian
but ill put my trust to God haha

welll yeah it will end here thank for reading.... service tmr lets prepare our heats theehee byes ppl

HipHop.

Jason
Joel
Joshua
Jian hao
Justin
Junkai
Joy
nigel (jigell)
Emmanuel (jemmanuel)

ahaha!!

i love J letter
u guys rokcZ

haah since we are complete lets grow in quality amen!

boring sunday!!

2009-09-13T15:32:00.004+08:00

sept 6

i gone to germaine house,,,
and just go there to kill time haha!
then i help her mum and her prepare food to eat for dinner...haha then we cooked chicken and veggiee

and then we ate..wathc tv then germ tried to blend fruits by squzing the juices... banna and apple isnt that disgusting/.... haaha oh well\

here are the pictures

welll yeah today sunday also very boring so played com wiatied for my parents to come.... unluckyly i need to fetch them at the bus stop cos its raining that time... haizz

then now blogging

then later we going out ot celebrate my mum's birhtday lol
ok bye

AMEN!

2009-09-07T15:19:00.000+08:00

haha well

im now really very happy that there is still hope for IT

haha i really thank God for being so gracious and merciful
God is great!!! seriously...
He can do ANYTHING!
oh man i love God He wont let me go in a place a cant go ...
but if HE really wants then i must obey....
but GOD will make a way.... when there seems to be no way!

amen!
AMEN!

Dennis birthday!!!

2009-09-06T11:51:00.005+08:00

haha today service is really strkies me alot....
haha well i do always pray but somehow i dont do into planning or actions....haha so yupp ...
things must change hehe

well after service we went to le meridian
i ate the same thing agian haha charsiew with roasted pork loll
then after i eat i joined ea1 to play games e.g big fish small fish concentration
haha very funny shirlene and min yi always loose muhahahah!

then we went to american room then we all preparing dennis birthday suprise hehe...
then yupp
first we let him be blind folded then he walk in the room and i still rem he siad this
"dont molest me dont pull my pants..oh well i still have my boxers haha!" lol

haha

then the whole unit go mac centre point... and the cl m i think gone for meetin...
then yupp me jsa and min yi go long johns cos jas wanna eat lol
then go back mac again then me disturb ea b/c haha
haha min yi and i play guitar for a while then she study and me sleep i tired sia!

hahah after that we went home about 930 and took bus 65..

haha then we so kiasu hehe lol
then many ppl so we are seperated in seats..
then min yi try to sit with me..
haha then when we are sitted together she gave me shock!

she gave me things that really make my heart melted like chocolate!!!!
i cant beleive that she wil give me this...im really very touhced

haha ok here are some pics

florence sang well u noe!!!!! ( cheers!)

a bit dumb lol

yupp it will end here!

for min yi!

hey love love

thanks for the gifts you gave me i appricaite it alot ur the only person who give me this things

welll i always give this things for ppl but ppl nver give me this such things

thank you so so much!

i cant stop smiling cos my joy is over flowing...

thank you for this wonderful friendship we have...

im so prevelage that i become ur friend i wont foreget u u will be forever in my heart!

THANK YOU LOVELOVE!

dinner at eighteen chef's

2009-09-04T21:14:00.000+08:00

Haha!
today i came school late
haha well school as usal first is chem then phy then maths we have short test lol but i noe i did badly lor
then recces then enlish one period then 2 period of some computer dunno what its like giving the report book back hehe =D
then yupp after school i go straigth to small mac find min yi..... haha then we go isetan and bought shoe so cheap cheap haha!
she bought one not me..eww
haha then go kfc to eat ..hehe then when we going soon we saw cheng li
haha as big as per normal
haha then went to her house sleep for a while...while she bathing haha

then rush to the bus stop she took 59 then i missed my bus lol but its ok

then i took bus 5 go simei

then we wiat for the group
haah then we go to to eighteen chefs haha
yupp...very funn hehe
we played the game called

"i cant see myself....."
haha

then we go east point walk around and take pictures
then we go to pet safari then we saw dog and the group stay for a while to play with the dogs haha

then took mrt go home then took 359 then go home lol

ill upload pic tmr or maybe next day i very lazy lol
ok bye

today cg at vivo

2009-09-01T22:14:00.000+08:00

well today got caregroup informal

haha at first say sentosa then pula ubin then decided to go vivo cos of whether

well i wake up about 830 am

then on my com play
haha. the i change my new skin not bad then i forgot wat time is it so i rush to bath and prepare some pack foods and coffee yummm

then i find the group and i find out i was the second person i thouhgt im really late cos must meeting by 1130

haha dumbo me

oh well

so yeah and oh yeah i spilled my coffe on my bag yucks sorry cally for splashing some of my amazing coffe made by me
hehe

haha so yeah the group is together so we go straightly to mrt control station to wiat for jeslin
then germ very funny

she say to jaslin her sheep lets go in lets wait for jeslin up there then she stopp and say stupid we must wiat outside so haha she is there inside so FFUUNNYY!!!!

you see her face la

haha stupid germ

so yeah we find jeslin
me germ and jaslin inside the station then we tried to race with others so we go take lift and some more hide so funny
they oso dun care waste our energy
then we took train to outram park to harbour to vivo

we took some pics
]]

haha so yeah then we go to macdonald eat lunch

i ate mcspicy value meal yumm haha!

and took pic again

haah then we went time zone and play games haha
pictures again

so yeah then went to daiso just wonder around never even buy things haha!

hello jeslin wat are u doing? too tired is it?

ugly me sia eeyyaa!

haha

we also go to pet shop there haha erm yeah just look to animals

pictures agian haha

haha then the rain stops thank God so we went out to the open air , walked in the water and go to the stadium there and played poker card haha

haha so yupp then germ went off earlier so we took mrt back and we went to marine parade
to play L4D haha i really missed it
well at first we are lost and dunn0 where to find the lan
thank God ther is one in katong mall
wweee!!!=D

so yupp we played gfor 1 hour
for $2.30c

haha
its quite alrite than nothin

so yupp then we took bus 12 home
and took last pictures

well i really thank God for today for the whether that its stopped and the cg is really very fun and funny i think this is the best cg ever (informal)
but i really hope that the group will beas a whole when we go out

haha

i really thank God for jeslin
for bieng such a woderful loving funny retarded leader
i really appriciate your presence for the group
thank you jeslin chen

well yupp i think ill end here so yupp

i love east a2!!!!

here are some video i took of the group when they playing timezone weee!

THE END

change skin

2009-09-01T10:09:00.003+08:00

haha i change my skin

haha ill complete it soon going for cg today haha!

i love cg INFORMAL!!!!

OK gtg bye ppl

shepherding

2009-08-31T19:52:00.000+08:00

this post will be my shepherding last week...

well me and florence gone to bugis so yeah

haha
and of cos she is late AGAIN(mhuahahaha!)

then i meet her at bugis station

we go to bugis street to find where to eat

so yea

then she bought a avocado juice niceee!!!

well then we saw this freaking fruit and we took pictures

disgusting germ

2009-08-31T19:41:00.000+08:00

hello ill be blogging for what happen to the disgusting make up i ever had

me and germ at her house...
you see ah
we make up and she say i can do anything to her face and same as hers so yeah

well just look at the pics hope itll be funny

see how ugly i did for her!!! WHAHAHA!

WANTED!!!

IN UR VIEW

(RIGHT = THE FAT PIMPLE GIRL THE LEFT= THE WHITE (WELL STILL BLACK) INDIAN GIRL)

PLS CALL THIS NUMBER IF U SAW THEM

(JESUS)
1800-53787

ASK HIM WHY WE ARE LIKE THAT HAHA

WELL

yupp thats all
bye

why God why?!

2009-08-30T10:28:00.001+08:00

i feel so hopeless lonley oh so lonely....
why would God make this plan for me
its hard just super hard to accept things

its hard to leave this ppl behind my love ones,,,

why why why GOD!

even i dowan to but its for my own good....
to grow soso much more....

ill just place my trust in God
HE know what He is doing ...
i pray that God give me comfort and courage to maintain my feelings =D
i love you God!!! u rock.....

pls comfort me....

today

2009-08-19T22:31:00.000+08:00

well today was our exams

first is english period... 755-905 omg i cant beleive it that i tink i really did well for it..
haha then we go for our chemistry period then jas and cheryl watied for me outsied in the end they go first cos my teacher need to teach things for tmrs exams oh well we came out about 1020 then recess.then ate chinese food dunno what the go for mt i never go cos germ not inside .. so i go library and use com hehe!

then the next period is common test its history... at first i though its gonna be easy then i think its a bit difficult but thank God i manage to answer all but some words are not really take much points

then after that was history lesson but the teacher allow us to relax so two period of listening music and sleeping. but i try to irritate and play with pl so farniee to be wif them hehe...

then after school i must be having remedial but i didnt go cos got cg and i dun think i will learn that much cos the class oso noisy

then we go to jeslin house...
then CG!!!
it was very fruitful and fun
then my role is games
so after jeslin went out to go for global conference we go downstairs and play
then yea we played freesbee and soccer so farnie jasmin so dumbo to block the ball! haha (joke joke)
then after that we went to ikea so we bought hotdogs and drinks
then we do a group evaluation so funn hehe

then after tht we are going home then we took pictures before we seperate hehe

here are the pictures

i like this oso

hehe while wiating for cally we took pics

i a bit senget hre hehe

i love this post

thats me the funny joker gurl in the town

im not in the pic cos i forgot to put timer

then we trick cally to jump hehe

very stupid they said jump then i only jump they purposely make myself jump stupid !

thats a one big family

step act they trying to look for wat bus to take

after games going to ikea

cg

eeeeyyaaa

chio fat pig

me and germ wwearing stupid childish hat

today

2009-08-18T20:28:00.000+08:00

today

well i came late from school cos i wake up late my phone lowbatt i didnt know stupid rite?
haha

anyway
after i came school i go straightly to my private maths teacher wif my fwend syafika
then two period its fun cos got aircon and yea its just totally FUN!!!

after that we have P.E lesson we played freesbee even though its boring but i like to play games mah... haha

then recess ate chicken burger and iplus drink lols
err then history period means free time but nope i copy things so i can revise ... i am a good student hehe haha joke sia
then next period is social studies we just take notes also
then i pei germ go general office cos she need to go home early cos you noe haha! luckily my teacher dunno i came out for so long
then next is english we go up level 4 .. then the teacher was so damn irritated until 15 min left to discuss things irritating class

then end of school

but then i need to go up to meet my priveate maths teacher to revise my common test haha only me and the other two person lazy to camo sad sad no fun but well i still learned maths happy meme

then i find cally and carin to small mac
then we go to changi airport study at terminal 3 at mac then i bought noodles to eat but cant then yea we go take bus 34 back home...
then carin pei me go home s..thank you carin so sweet of you =D
then reached hope blog lor yea

i think exams are a bit tough but i noe i can do all things through Christ amen!

haha well yea i think i really make my day very fruitful hehe...
im beggining to mmlove my history more and more hehe

well yea thats all =D bye

p.s raihanna- hey hope u ok get wll soon miss u alrdy hehe kembang here bye=D

florence raced

2009-08-17T18:19:00.000+08:00

yesterday was sunday and i forget that florence and denise was going for the 10KM run,,,

is int that super cool... i think ill surely die haha oh well

ill give you this news from the news paper i think i saw flo face but i dun she is the person,she just look like her

normal

zoom one haha

ok gtg bye

shepherding

2009-08-16T19:29:00.000+08:00

this is ugly lor

another one

this more worst

she lie so off scene

shepherd and sheep

she slimb very lousy hehe

she said her butt cant take it

foot prints of two of us

foot prints again

july 30 2009

today is shepherding at pasir ris park
i meet flo
then we go to the beach which she now got phobia hahaha!
then we seat at the stone there and tell scary stories
she thought ill be scared but i am the one who scared her HAHAHA!then when going home we went to e park for a while which we climb the thingy i dunn0 what to call it...

haha look at the pic..
k bye

august 15

2009-08-16T19:17:00.001+08:00

Well today
i must be workin but i wake up late and abit lazy to go cos im super tired

then today i eat breakfast play com
then meet minyi and mel to study at romantic mac at 1
then we saw jasmin pooi2 cally carin and yp
then after we study minyi and i walk walk to tamp
we go toy R us which min yi is so damn lame and scared of the fake cockraoch haha then she agnry ooooooonnnooo(haha sorry la) but she not angry one la she just irritated but she still love be bleh hahah!

then we came back to see others back at kfc we saw jeslin jill oso
hehe

then minyi bought mash potato well i think im liking more and more the mash potato haha!
oh well, then w took bus 28 to pei min yi home.
then we talk about the unstopabble camp..
ok ill tell u but dun let her n0e haha!

well at the second nite we sleep together im beside her then for a while when my eyes are gonna close she suddenly role towards me and hug my arms and put her leg over my leg !
what the!? and she breath at my ears..
im like a half paralazed person, i cant even move half of my body..
she making me her pllow..what the heck haha!then its like lasted for 30 min and i didnt sleep at all...its duh..
haha!
oh well its really damn funneih!

ok after the story we go down and she waited for my bus b4 she go home then i took bus 21 home.
den i go home eat chicken yumm
then blog thats all

haha thank God for u=D min yi

ok thats all
bye

ps. shepherd sorry i forgot to tell u this b4 ur 10 km run
jia you shephed!

but wait

2009-08-16T11:39:00.000+08:00

but wiat i forgot the my hp got prob transporting files oh well ithink ill blog tmr?
sorry lols

im back

2009-08-16T11:24:00.000+08:00

hello!

sorry for not blogging for so long.... its abit yea

so sorry
well ill blog three blogs today haha
ok bye

2009-08-05T23:29:00.000+08:00

Tmr will be my practical......
wish me luck!
pukimakaw la vooodoo

2009-08-05T23:24:00.000+08:00

joy ah joy !
what are you doing this time...what craps rubbish stupid idea you have now
what are your lousy fucking shit your decisions are!
what am i doing im just being torn apart .. its me what i stupid dumbo bitch that didnt know anthing about the things around me or called EVERYTHING!
WHAT THE FUCKING SHIT ARE YOU DOING JOY!

i dont know what to react are you pointing to me?!
call me a person who is FOLLY!I DOWAN TO HURT YOU...
Your feelings all those just give me time
I JUST NEED TIME TIME TIME!!!

life sucks

2009-08-04T18:55:00.000+08:00

i didnt realise thatbut who cares cos i dun care .hate christians say badwords?!then hate la ?!then fuck you nabei cb puke buto fuck your mother asshole cowbey cowbu!hate me already ?! is that enough stranger!!!

2009-08-03T10:50:00.000+08:00

...Love was, Love is, Love will be, Love eternally

Love was.....

When 'if' lay between you and I
And 'never' seemed forever
I fell to earth in surrender
And you became the centre of my eye

Love is.....

When I pass by you accidentally
I grab a sense of your smile
When between us is distance measured by the mile
I grab a sense of our love immeasurably

Love will be.....

When I can no longer see to see
When I can no longer hear to hear
I know you will be near
Simply just you and me

Love eternally.....

When God granted us our wish finally
He put in us a throbbing heart
When it stops from this earth we will depart
But our Love will live eternally

2009-07-31T22:13:00.002+08:00

today was a dumb tiring day

i use my time unwise
didnt do good thing
boring
tired
wiating for something to do
lazy
whata day...

haizz

2009-07-31T22:13:00.001+08:00

sorry if i never blog alrdy...

2009-07-29T11:53:00.000+08:00

Guessss what im in love at HILLSONGS agian!!!!!~

sorry girl

2009-07-29T11:49:00.000+08:00

my love lang is act of service then physical touch then quality time...
sorry girl....
so sorry :(

2009-07-28T21:25:00.001+08:00

MY IDENTITY IN CHRIST

shepherding

2009-07-26T11:44:00.000+08:00

july 23 2009

Today is shepherding
i find my shepherd at the inter and i was like so damn lousy and yeah i came late ahh shucks about 5-10 min late must be meeting her about 7 pm and its was like 7 10 or something man...i must change lol

then we take bus 359.haha then she like how many times she ask me are we reaching soon?
haha..then she came to my house and my brother only there...haha then before we start formal teachings we played kite down stairs haha..then she tried to fly kite but didnt suceed lol

you see her face when she hold the kit and never fly it yet

and look at the face that after she finish flying the kite

oh sad sad she faailed lol

then we went back to the house and we play karaoke..haha look at how she sing she say not nice but i really think her voice is so damn pretty lor.... shepherd dont self-pity urself :P

yepp she sing well but get zero lol

hmmm yeah then we have teachings about the love for maN! LOL ITS MAN = PPL

then we ate chicken ..haha
then finish already hor i walk her to the bus stop and take bus 81 and she gave me the candy lakerol grape
im really touched thank you shepherd :D
haha yea then go home lor then slept at 2 am plus
yupp thats all bye

2009-07-24T12:43:00.000+08:00

im in skul now with germ com lab thats all bye

baptism

2009-07-23T17:55:00.000+08:00

lovely shepherd

again

love her really eww?!

stop praying can? haha

so act

me mucsle~!

eeeew

okay thats a angry face haha..have youever seen her that before?!

nah of cos i love her lol

Baptism pictures

see more soon
bye :D

cg pictures july

2009-07-23T17:30:00.000+08:00

jeslin and cally

eeeek

what the butt?!

naaahhh this tv very small sad sad

cally smelly armpit and others

please laugh at this

hope you enjoyed it bye:D

2009-07-17T23:04:00.000+08:00

july 17

today go find carin they all end p wait for them at small mac then meet jazryll and shermaine then sherm and i go evax hahah..no much ppl but at least she finish her goal(hope you liked the donuts)

then go tamp staidum play badminto .. its really very tiring but fun..i missed my badminton cca .
then after thet the group just stay there for awhile to relax then we all play punching each other hahah,

then jealin jasmin and ida and me go off already ida do first then jeslin need to top up ez-link card
then i bought my food ...then while we walking to the bus stop we missed the bus 15 (shucks so sorry jeslin) then instead we decided to take 168bus .
we take the bus and there is no chair for me so i seat down below instead sad sad haha:D
then we changed to bus 58.then go jeslin house
we eat together then her parents came home .
then watch tv a little bit then go to
the room play guitar. then si rei came she lend dress from jes.so farnie its really damn funy must loose wait already la si rei.. then eat durian disgusting but i think i like the skin but not tthe meat yucks!
then si rei take cab and she help me go home so sweet of you.thank God for you si rie.

then came home eat some fruits play com then sleep lor thats all
bye:D

july 15

2009-07-15T22:49:00.000+08:00

GOTTTA BLOG OUT SOON VERY BUSY THIS WEEK HAR HAR BYE:D

july 15 cg

2009-07-15T22:32:00.000+08:00

july 15

today is cg

the whole group came to my hse...then wait for jeslin to come...
then start .. first is chairing it was so touching...they share a story about a

father and a son...
cos this place is in mrt station and the father brought the son to his work place which is the mrt control room la..
so while the father is working e son is alone playing
then the son fell down in this hole which is e turning pint for the train to turn ..so the train is coming and the boy was there...so the father need to choose if he gonna save the life of the ppl on the train or his son

so he choose to let the train passed by and the son died even its important to him

so what they say is God sent His only son Jesus to died on the ccross to pay for our sin.....
His compassion for us is damn greatly nothing can beat that
...

then the chairpersons ask us to do activity ..
which is ..e fist one who cry first wins lor
i dun dare cos i dun like ppl see me cry.
yeah then

yalor then praise i led praise its damn funny!
then worship then sd then games its downstairs which we need to run haha i love to run in the feilds haha!
then we on the karaoke we all sing haha.
then germ and cheryll went off. me cally,jeslin,jasmin only left then jeslin say they going until 830 in the end left at 930 plus haha very farnie.
hhaaha then they all went off lor i alone here.HAHA

so yeah thats all bye
ill post pictures and vedieo nxt time gtg bye:D

2009-07-14T19:20:00.000+08:00

DONT TRUST ME!!!! this song so cool i love it...may have some improper words but its cool e most of it!

Black dress, with the tights underneath
I got the breath of the last cigarette on my teeth
And she’s and actress (actress),
But she aint got no need
She’s got money from her parents and a trust fund back east

T-t-t-tongues, always pressed to your cheeks
While my tongue is on the inside of some other girls teeth
T-tell your boyfriend (boyfriend) if he said he’s got beef
That I’m a vegetarian, and I aint f scared of him!

She wants to touch me woah
She wants to love me woah
She’ll never leave me woah, woah oh oh

Don’t trust a hoe
Never trust a hoe
Won’t trust a hoe, won’t trust me

She wants to touch me, woah
She wants to love me woah
She’ll never leave me woah, woah oh oh

Don’t trust a hoe
Never trust a hoe
Won’t trust a hoe, won’t trust me!

Ex's, on the back of your hands
Wash them in the bathroom, to drink like the bands
And the set list, (set list)
You stole off the stage
Has red and purple lipstick all over the page

B-b-b-bruises cover your arms
Shaking in the fingers with the bottle in your palm
And the best is (best is)
No one knows who you are
Just another girl
Alone at the bar

She wants to touch me woah
She wants to love me woah
She’ll never leave me woah, woah oh oh

Don’t trust a hoe
Never trust a hoe
Won’t trust a hoe, won’t trust me

She wants to touch me woah
She wants to love me woah
She’ll never leave me woah, woah oh oh

Don’t trust a hoe
Never trust a hoe
Won’t trust a hoe, won’t trust me!

Shush girl
Shut your lips
Do the Helen Keller and talk with your hips

I said shush girl
Shut your lips
Do the Helen Keller and talk with your hips

I said shush girl
Shut your lips
Do the Helen Keller and talk with your hips!

(Woah, woah, woah-oh-oh)
(Woah, woah, woah-oh-oh)

She wants to touch me woah
She wants to love me woah
She’ll never leave me woah, woah oh oh

Don’t trust a hoe
Never trust a hoe
Won’t trust a hoe, won’t trust me

She wants to touch me woah
She wants to love me woah
She’ll never leave me woah, woah oh oh

Don’t trust a hoe
Never trust a hoe
Won’t trust a hoe, won’t trust me

yeah oh my gosh! thats all

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=FlTE5j7aEf0&feature=related

haha its up to yuo to watch yeah

:D byeess

2009-07-14T18:27:00.000+08:00

today
go shool and yeah im not late man!

went to class make some noise ..... haha
then need to do temparature taking... then i thought got maths then i suddenly rush down to ask for calculators or else im DEAD (in chapter reviews)

haha but guess what i just wasted my sweat and saliva..mr.tan oso never come..

its two period can like ur gonna die to study two period wif a boring teacher wif a very unjustice punishment he gives to ppl... aaggghhrrr...

but hey he never come wwhooohhoo!
then i lend guitar from germ...then uzair and ithnin and i play guitar uzair teach me how to play malay song ....

its called ASYURA...

ill tell you e lyrics..
dalm dia diam aku elah jatuh cinta kepada si dia..,,,
seryuman manisya membuat kuterbayang , asyura

tbukitlah cinta , saat leha bertemu
dirimukan setian dalam hidupku
jikalau setia hada di sisiku
sensasalah jiwau i....

haha and i keep practicing...even its irritating at least they help me..im so touch haha...

after maths was pe i forgot to bring pe arrtire so i never play games i dun care haha... i oso dowan to sweat...then i just sit there chatting wif shafika sabsudin so funny she look at my videos then laugh so loud then luckily tacher nver hear haha!

then like that lor a few min late for recess cos comebody open up e valaubles bag thingy..so what..agghhh
then me germ and cheryl eat together jasmin not ther cos she kena qurrantine(hope its right spelling)

then go back school my period is social .s 2 period history 1 period english 2 period... and ALL the teacher were not aroud and guess what i have 2 1/2 hours FREE time eh ..so i play guitar charge phone read some books disturb ppl pook ppl armpit like raihanah hahaha!
then sleep lor the most of e time...zzzzzzzzzzzz its really unwiseful to use my time sia

then e last period before bell rings (end school) i meet germaine at her class to ppractice praise for cg.. then soon liang was damn funny he play music while germ playing guitar and he looks so retard shaking his head..
haha then me and germ have a marathon who ever finish about 10 praise songs i think will win .non stop plaiyin...of cos guess who winn I win !lousy germ har har...:$

then the group meet together to evax but too late already ppl go home e most of them..so karmin and i evax but no one at all lor...stupid h1n1

en saw joey she send videos then talk....then germ they all go lor...

so go small mac to evax myself..then i saw jia min and yen ping.. dey evaxing oso... so i join them..har har we start evaxing at tm...at least i got 12 contacts dan notin...its so little ppl ..haiz...

then go back small mac...
erm yeah then me and jia min go whitesands then we eat kfc,,,snackers ..haha then she go changi airport meet carin to study then me go home play com and right now bloding ahah....erm

so thats all folks
bye:D
e end

2009-07-14T18:08:00.000+08:00

july 13

yesterday was the school day.....

im late for school and i need to run in e field ,,,, so tired haha

then go back class talk about dating and mating at cme...... then recess ate asian wonders food stall . the food there

then e next subject is physics i suddenly fall asleep cos the teacher just keep quiet cos the class too noisy... (it wrong man)

theb next subject is english i think . then chemistry we oso didnt do anything cos e teacher forgot to print out things... haha free time again so i sleep again... (now and days i really sleep alot ohh this must change man!)

then the group evax .... e group meet jeslin oso then go small mac evax .... me and small jaslin evax together others in different place,.....

then we dun have springfielders but other school .. there is no much ppl actually so e group go romantic mac me and germaine eat student meal haha....

then cally bought an ice cream and germ no money so she ask ppl.... ANY BODY WANNA BLESS ME 70C haha! then look at me thinking that i will bless her but i dowan..

but of cos im merciful e avarage to help e need is to beg to me... so germ beg for me to buy so i did ..haha i rock :D

then we do evaluation

then jeslin and jalin gone to inter take bus 18 jes need to go yan yu hse jaslin need to goo home

so germaine and cally have shepherding

then i dunnoe where to go then i sak jasmin and cheryl
where they going they said they goin to pei xin yi go dance class haha..so i take
81 wif them then we saw jeslin and jasmin there so funny.... yeah so we all go together lor...

at first i want to go with cheryl and jas but i change my mind i go home instead to play com har har....

so pig me :$
then watch movie in com ya bla bla bla all things...sms ppl...

yupp thats all gotta go:D byeeeee

some how i realise that i have grown abit reliant to you sorry...i noe u care for ur sheep sorry :x pls give me some time to calm down and change my thinking yeah

baptism day

2009-07-12T22:03:00.001+08:00

july 12 2009

FAITH SHAHANA JOY M. TUAZON

yupp thats my name...

today is baptism day... it was held at YWCA(germaine you try to turn W = M instead yeah)

haha yupp before i go to ywca we gone to small mac to meet the group haha mthen go there lol

anyway i gotta go ill blog out more soon about this day yeah keep looking hahah!

see you all :D

2009-07-12T02:39:00.000+08:00

Happy birthday min yi!
you see this picture frame min yi i made this much much lots lots of effort haha:D

This is abit random(sheepmate why your face like that sia cant make it ..u are ashaming me haaha)

Burst of yanyu and min yi picture

wait ill pas it to you Now la..aaahhh

i gave her a diploma!hahahahah

jeslin is a bit disgusting lor.......

jeslin ah what is the meaning of mourn huh?

look at e camera MY CAMERA!:D

oh how i love cherry

its red its nice its smells nice its its FOXY!

Jasmin dont be too rush to cut the cake

PR stands for peermanent resident....me

thats way look verry sian haha..

happy birthday paper isnt that cute :x

the cake is a bit cCReAmy.......

Before we celabrate we gone to near the le meridian for short meeting...hahah Denise just came back from australia

mellisa and florence

Bierthday celebrants

me and jez

wo its that cute baby

her shirt is from her father one sia

the end...ill gonna blog out before thsi date haha
:D

happy birthday pic

2009-07-11T02:04:00.000+08:00

happy birthday min yi

the dog said i love you

here is your friend

it just look like your family?!

here are the hunks...go on take them, haha

lastly its me ..hahaha happy birthday!

happy bithday min yi!

2009-07-11T00:07:00.000+08:00

Happy birthday to you Happy birhtday to you happy birthday to MINYI! Happy birthday to you!

Happy birthday to you min yi! may God give you more birthdays to come.... your such a great loving actcute person....i thank God for you for bieng such a loving sister and dude in my life!!! i really cant beleive it that our friendship really grows alot...i noe we may some times have problems but hey , we always correct each other learn from it and continue our friendship stronger! yepp...

thanks for bieng there for me.... for makin me fat in physically hahaha(jokie)

HERE ARE MY 50 THINGS WHAT MAKES YOU UGLY AND HORRIBLE AND BAD (HAHA)

1.your hair got holes

2.you laugh like a horse
3.you sneeze like a wild animal dat get out from e cage
4.you smile like e world will collaps if it sees you!
5.your excercise is only whan jumping 4 praise n walking home
6.you always burp in front of ppl(eww
7.you scared of insects

8.you dig your nose in front of me ALWAYS
9.you sing verry LOW

10.you dun eat veggie

11.you need to take 5 min b4 we can take your picture

12.you always eat shit every second(u say one hor)

13.you hate orange juice which i like
14.you bath very fast like 5 min if you rushing
15.if not rushing your gonna be bathing for 1 hr plus haha
16.you shit very long 1.cos you still need to sms ppl talk to God or stone
17.you cant control your saliva
18.when you fart no sound 1(but verry smelly)
19.you always wear shirts that can atrract boys (prposely)\
20.you dunnoe how to cook only egg and maggei mee
21.when you sleep wif you always need to put your arm on me(pian sia)
22.you always bulls eye ppl(tsk tsk )
23.you love to eat chocs that fell down at ur legs
24.you still need to move in many ways if you r laughing
25.you always snorr when your sleepin(i heard that zzz b4)
26.you are always late when i need to meet you
27.you always spell words wrongly like(smile=slime)
28.you always disturb me when im in class haha
29.you dun like to call you at nite..
30.you dance like an egyptian women
31.you will just take 2 steps at e staircase tired already
32.you will choose lift than escalator
34.you always cry in e movie but you hide it from ma hahaha
35.you always say joke that you youself only laugh
36.you always forget that you need to say
37.you dunnoe my birhtday
38.you scared of dogs still you wanaa see one\
39.you always scratch your butt in front of me
40.you got h2n
41.you always tease my nose huhuh:
42.you always scratch your noseeeee
43.you walk like mr.bean
44.you jump like a duck
45.smell like a *****
46.you always crack your hand(eeeeeekkk)
47.you always adjust your bra
48.you love frogs eww
49.your hair last time is as thin as paper.hahahahahahahahaha!
50.you always gain wieght evry day about 0.5 kg(better excecise

50 THINGS U LIKE U DO THAT MAKES YOU LOOK GREAT

1.your attractive hair(are you kiddin no way man hahahaha)
2.your eyes
3.your jacket
3.your love for me
4.your nose
5.how you sleep
6.being a retard sister
7.loves to eat slime
8.loves purple(i oso like)
9.your love 4 ppl
10.ur compasion for them
11.your sacrifice time for them
12.bieng a joyful person
13.for bieng a mother of my thing (if you understands)

14.for singing ....(hahaha_

15.your fats

16.your fake mucles(which is fats)

17.when you laugh

18.when you snor

19.you always bath yourself 4 times a day 2 times a week(lol)

20.your hp spoil

21.being a disgusting dude

22.you dress like a horse

23.you need stand up for 10s

24.you always take the innitative to bring e group in a good place

25.even you hate to lead games you still have the willing ,thats fernie

26.you love barney for it is puple

27.you shit 3 times a week 1 week i month

28.you drink alot of water thats why always urgent

29.if your last bus to go school has alot of ppl..you always squeez n roar!

30.your bra size is **(you think i dunoe ha?)

31.you put make up secretly

32.you always imagine me

33.you always dream about me

34.your saliva never drips in the bed (but outside your bed hahaha)

35.you love the song DONT TRUST ME..:Dhooohoook

36.your so stupid when you shock of me that i got cancer haha

37.you cant do multiple doing (only me)

38.you put your shaver at your bag

39.you bring thermometer w/out battery

40.you run sec 1 2.4/11min sec 3/17s.im so proud of you you get fatter!ha

41.you are allergic in my too much love you haha

42.you call me love love (i call you cute cute)

43.you always look beautiful(did i mention only when she give me choc?)(wait you nvr give me chos b4)

44.you love your leader

45. you love God

46.you love to eat kfc which i oso like

47.you always look at your mirror 10x a day 50x a month
48.you love e song baeutiful girls

49.you always eat food

50.you love to do easy games

50 GOOD THINGS + 50 BAD THINGS = YOU MIN YI...100

MINYI=she is some sort of sticky smelly gluey glue that always make the group stick togethe, oso a laughing horse . evry good or bad things i wil still love her.

she is a loving caring adorable,actcute,admirable,merciful,reliable,responsible,protective to her leaders group ppl and others

she is also a strong faithful loving obedient sacrifical women of God.

50+50=100?

.....................

it will end here cos other things is i write for her so yupp...ask her la..haha

happy birthday min yi!

bye:D

new skin

2009-07-10T12:02:00.000+08:00

hi ppl i noe you miss me hahaha... sorry ah cos i need to change my skin it all crampled up..
MY SKIN IS A HIPHOP!I LOVE HIPHOP MIN.!!! YEAH!

hahaha.... well thats all i gotta go for my ministry HIPHOP! oh my gosh i love hiphop.... yupp have a nice day! i will blog out soon.... byes:D

cg and dj!

2009-07-08T11:09:00.001+08:00

july 1 2009

it is our cg we all wet to yanyu pavilion near there but end up go carpark instead....
e cg is really fun dat dey soc like the games are fub e chairing everything ahahhaaha....i do role holy com but that time its my turn i totally blank out to what i need to do....den i just pray but also a bit dunno wat t do :( nxt time ill try again so my roles are good haha..ye

then after the cg i need to go for my first time ever ministry in singaore HIPHOP BABY!

the group went to plaza sing to eat ...at first at subway well jason bought food there then change to kfc..anyway did i mention that i am late too meet them ooppsssyyy:S
then end up go takishimaya place there...i am the one who lead grace lor paisie(but its a priviege to say grce joy) i ate dunnoe what name but really makes me so fuLl when i reached to eat up half of t harhar....BURP....

then the group go to a quiet placo to reherse dance for rendition

and i was soo amzed its damn coool.... then me jason and another person we practice beatbox

yupp then most of the time i keep watching them how to brakdance man! yeah jia you man it ill be great perormace ....

then the also show me some of videos here you go
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=r1xvcEJPD4A

the group is realy cool then dace in stage wif blind folds haha! ill be dancing that soon hahaha...amen!

nah u go find urself;;;;;byes:D

07/06/09

2009-07-08T10:45:00.000+08:00

july 6 two o o 9

the whole east a is evaxing at morning too bad for me i cant i need to my things beforre i can go there... i reached about 12 pm already...then the unit is leaving soon we all go germaine house ....

then we all play games then
we are seperated to different groups.. my group is

leader; sirei
member;
ida
shermaine
joy:D

then we need to make a main dish and some food la...
the group decided to go make fried rice wif tereyaki chicken...
the group ios really very fun t
the fried rice is nice and then the chicken quite salty cos i put too much sauce sorry pips...

then after everything we all play some games like dont forget the lyrics....

after everything its judges time.... i noe the chicken they taste it quite salty... hahah
i never finish the meeting ccos i need to meet some one .....

after that i meet my friend eat then go walk walk ..... hey friend next time lets try not to waste time by slack ok :D yupp.. anyway thanks for the day its funn...

yupp after that we go home thank you for sending me home so sweet of you hahaha!

then i go home eat then chat to ppl....
hahaha!

then go to sleep....

dream.... hahaha bye :D

(i dunnoe what i feel like this the comfort the trust the love the feeling i have for you its not the same m already. is it me thinking to much or i am condeming myself i dunnoe...i dowan to loose you)

july 4th

2009-07-08T10:20:00.000+08:00

its saturday means its service yeeeyyy!

in e morning i meEt the group quite late... then we still to wait for others...then we all go to the flatform we all see the other east a's so the whole unit are together....

then when we came down to mrt station ... i have a some fight but ok already....then go service( i am sorry God for what ive done at the service)after service we all to plaza sing to eat... others go for jack's meeting then the rest go istana park play poker cards and make things....

some ppl need to go... then some gone to centre point... then the leaders are still having meeting so we wait for them...

ppl left are me , sh , germ , mabel , jasmin .. den we all find the leaders at le maridian... cheng cheng is still big as per normal....

then we all play L4D ..
i really felt in love to be the infected ones i love smoker the most

I LOVE SMOKER!

After the game we all go home i take bus wif jesLiN and my lovely shepherd.... we take 518. then i go home eat drink go toilet so to bed read HB sleep lor what else..

(friend please dun be sad or upset its ok anyway its my fault what yeah! cheer up!)
THE END